Day 1,000 of packing and still not having moved... Lol, ok, maybe not really a thousand days - that's the "feels like" count. But the movers don't come til Monday so we're in really good shape. This morning, i packed my secret stash of real guilty pleasure books - the "can't pass for educational" kinky … Continue reading Day 1,000
BDSM
Love
There was a time in my life that i was very focused on love. Not romantic love, although there was some of that back then too, but what I thought of as "agape love ." A more spiritual version of love, love that is unconditional. God-like, perhaps. My guiding principal was to do everything i … Continue reading Love
It’s Easter
Happy Easter to my Christian friends celebrating today! Happy Passover to my Jewish friends! Of course there isn't really a Buddhist Easter, but if there were, it might look like this: Those of us who lean toward pagan have already done Spring Solstice, but here's an Easter image for us … Continue reading It’s Easter
Frigging Fetlife & Maudlin Musing
So, it turns out that the "Domme" who messaged me is actually not. He's a complete newbie who seems to be a bit confused about terms and roles and - you know, whatever. I had not really bargained for that. Don't ask me why i'm still messaging with him. He's pretty clearly looking for a … Continue reading Frigging Fetlife & Maudlin Musing
TMI Tuesday – Confessions (on Wednesday)
1. If a crystal ball could tell you the truth about yourself, your life, your future, what would you want to know? Oh - I don't think I want to know anything! You know? I kind of thought I did want to know some stuff, but when I started thinking about it? Nah. I'll pass … Continue reading TMI Tuesday – Confessions (on Wednesday)
Monday Quote
I've noticed that i've been "followed" by some Christian bloggers - lured unsuspecting by some post that i marked "spiritual, " i suppose. i can see how it would happen, although i think they're going to end up shocked. But then it occurred to me that the template i'm using has all the widegets hidden, … Continue reading Monday Quote
Sunday Silence
I have the house to myself again today - MP left on Thursday so it's been quiet around here. Yesterday, since i didn't get to go to the play party, i went to the March for Our Lives, which was pretty phenomenal. Then i took myself out for dinner, where i sat outside for the … Continue reading Sunday Silence
FFF – 3-23-18 (on Saturday)
i was getting ready to do one of those "oh, i'm a terrible person, i haven't lost any more weight and i'm not doing the things i said i'd do and...' And then you all would have (probably) said kind things and i would have felt cheered up but still felt like a failure. A … Continue reading FFF – 3-23-18 (on Saturday)
Maybe
There's an event here Saturday. Here, Where-i-Live. Yes, a kink event. MP is out of town. That makes it easy. Don't have to have any conversation about it. i might go. i might not go. My social anxiety might flare up and make it seem like a horrible idea. i'm not as young as i … Continue reading Maybe
Spring Solstice!
With all the joys of spring. A new date for my house closing. Birds cheeping outside my window. Warmth and sunshine - the winds from the east, bringing new beginnings. Blessed Ostara Hoping your day is full of joy and love...
Olivia 