I started talking to someone on D/s Safeword. Just messaging back and forth a bit. It didn't go anywhere, but that's not what I can here to talk about. It stirred me up a little bit. Just enough that I went to look at this website. The author is a friend of Naughty Nora's over … Continue reading Thoughts in April

I've started playing with my Tarot cards a bit - every morning, I shuffle the cards a bit, pick one and read the description of it in my little book. Each description has a small healing prayer, and that's been nice. I've done it the last 5 days - and, interestingly, I've picked two of … Continue reading From the Tarot Deck

Yes, this is my new blogging strategy - I don't write for a while and then I can come back and celebrate that I'm here again. Lol, simple but effective. I have not written more of my latest story because I'm afraid to. I'm afraid that Selena is going to overthink it all and end … Continue reading MIA No More

I realized on my mini-retreat that I missed connecting with people. That’s not usually the case. Usually, I savor being alone. The silence. The freedom. This time, I noticed pretty quickly that I wanted to share this time with other people. It kind of confused me for a minute. But I decided to invite my … Continue reading More Revelations

In real life, Gentle Readers, I spent a bunch of time at doctor appointments yesterday. They did some tests and then I met with the doctor who was going to do my surgery next week. Yes, that's "was." The tests showed that all indications of the problems I'd had were gone. They don't know why, … Continue reading IRL

She read through it again. "Her legs trembled, but she didn't look away. 'Yes, Sir, I agree to obey,' and if her voice shook as she said the last part, it was understandable, but she went on, "agree to obey without question, without knowing what you will ask of me ahead of time.'" She smiled … Continue reading And Then He Was There

My dear friend, Jade, left a comment recently noting that I need to carve out some time for myself, and fortunately, that was already in my plan. Next weekend, I'm heading out on Thursday night and not coming home til Sunday. I won't have a view of the ocean this time, but I'll be in … Continue reading Escaping

I may have mentioned before that I have an hitachi magic wand that MP gave me a few years ago. Since he and I don't play anymore, it's been my go-to for basic maintenance. I am not a creative self-pleasurer, I tend to be a "wham-bam - now go to sleep" kind of girl. The … Continue reading Happy Valentine’s Day (to me.) And you.

So I had this revelation - you know, the kind that once you have it, you think, 'well, duh, of course.' But somehow it just hadn't been in the front of your mind. No, my therapist didn't help me have this - what should I call it? A re-revelation? I'm still spinning my wheels on … Continue reading Not Really a Revelation