I’ve been struggling to write about my recent experiences with my Sir. I don’t know exactly why I’m struggling. There are some things between us that are too private to share, but there are others that aren’t. But there’s not a lot of ups and downs or difficulty. And I’m not sure you want to … Continue reading Deepening
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Taking Care of Myself
If you’re looking for a post on self-care, you are not in the right place. “Taking care of myself” is my preferred euphemism for self-pleasuring. Also known as playing with myself. Or masturbation, which I think is an ugly word for a very satisfying experience. Anyhow. If you’ve been reading here a while, you probably … Continue reading Taking Care of Myself
The Rest of the Story
I realized that my last post stopped halfway through the story. I finished writing it and was still a bit angsty. But that's not how I was feeling when I posted it. Before I hit "Publish", I shared it with my Sir. I do that when I write about him. He hasn’t told me to … Continue reading The Rest of the Story
All the Rules
I have rules. I started to say ‘lots of rules,’ but I don’t know what ‘lots’ means to you. I know it is a lot of rules for me. Not just random rules either. Not rules designed so that I’ll inevitably break them and get punished. These rules are for my own good. Seriously. My … Continue reading All the Rules
The Weekend
"Pull your pants down to your knees." "Yes, Sir." "Now your panties, yes, down to your knees. Now, lift your sweater. I want to see my belt." I obey. Standing in front of him, still wearing my sweater, shoes and socks, but exposed from my waist to my knees, his leather belt encircling me. "There's … Continue reading The Weekend
A Submissive Spirit
I am driven by a need to describe what submission is for me. You may have already noticed that, since that may be the heart of my blog. But there have only been bits and pieces of time when I was in a D/s relationship. The rest of it is mostly longing and fantasy. I … Continue reading A Submissive Spirit
It’s Not a Chastity Belt, But…
If you read my friend Nijntje's blog, (and if you don’t, you should), then you know that her Master has required her to wear her chastity belt again for some specified hours of the day. It’s a lovely part of their dynamic. I don’t have a chastity belt (although I wonder about it when I … Continue reading It’s Not a Chastity Belt, But…
The Tawse Two
I was planning to go to the grocery when I realized I was alone in the house. I put my keys back on the key rack. Thought about where everyone had gone, estimating when they might be back. I messaged Sir. I think I'm alone now. The chorus of this song played in my head: … Continue reading The Tawse Two
A Tawse?
I'm not planning to keep youall posted on every little thing that happens in my life, not even the exciting little things. But after my last post, my friend Nora commented, sharing from her own experience a couple of ways I might improve the effectiveness of my self-spanking. Nora advised me that standing straight when … Continue reading A Tawse?
Training of a Submissive
He reaches in his tool box. “These are nipple clamps,” He says, holding them out like Exhibit A. Adjustable nipple clamps with spring action “Here,” he hands them to me, “Look at them. Take your time. Really get to know them.” The chain makes a little noise as it pools in my hand, and that … Continue reading Training of a Submissive
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