{This story starts here. This is the toy my Sir and I selected: The LOVENSE Dolce Remote Control Vibrator, Clitoris & G-spot Vibrating Sex Toy | Adult Sex Toys & Games, Long Distance, 10 Vibration Patterns,…} "Are you ready for breakfast?" he asks. "Yes, Sir," I say, a bit uncertainly. It is one thing to … Continue reading I Am the Toy
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It’s a Beach Toy
{This story starts here. This is the toy my Sir and I selected: The LOVENSE Dolce Remote Control Vibrator, Clitoris & G-spot Vibrating Sex Toy | Adult Sex Toys & Games, Long Distance, 10 Vibration Patterns,…} "Do you think you could go for a walk on the beach with it?" he asks. "Oh, Sir, I … Continue reading It’s a Beach Toy
A Brand New Toy – Part 2
{This story starts here. This is the toy my Sir and I selected: The LOVENSE Dolce Remote Control Vibrator, Clitoris & G-spot Vibrating Sex Toy | Adult Sex Toys & Games, Long Distance, 10 Vibration Patterns,…} We have play time the next day. I am nervous and excited in equal measures. There is some fumbling … Continue reading A Brand New Toy – Part 2
I Can’t Tell You
Sometimes, I spill all my secrets, tell all my stories. Sometimes, I hold them tight inside, barely voicing them to myself. I share the sting of the hanger. "Two sets of twelve," he says, "On both sides." I bring you with me for the whoosh of the belt, landing with a firm whack, leaving a … Continue reading I Can’t Tell You
Deepening
I’ve been struggling to write about my recent experiences with my Sir. I don’t know exactly why I’m struggling. There are some things between us that are too private to share, but there are others that aren’t. But there’s not a lot of ups and downs or difficulty. And I’m not sure you want to … Continue reading Deepening
Taking Care of Myself
If you’re looking for a post on self-care, you are not in the right place. “Taking care of myself” is my preferred euphemism for self-pleasuring. Also known as playing with myself. Or masturbation, which I think is an ugly word for a very satisfying experience. Anyhow. If you’ve been reading here a while, you probably … Continue reading Taking Care of Myself
The Rest of the Story
I realized that my last post stopped halfway through the story. I finished writing it and was still a bit angsty. But that's not how I was feeling when I posted it. Before I hit "Publish", I shared it with my Sir. I do that when I write about him. He hasn’t told me to … Continue reading The Rest of the Story
All the Rules
I have rules. I started to say ‘lots of rules,’ but I don’t know what ‘lots’ means to you. I know it is a lot of rules for me. Not just random rules either. Not rules designed so that I’ll inevitably break them and get punished. These rules are for my own good. Seriously. My … Continue reading All the Rules
The Weekend
"Pull your pants down to your knees." "Yes, Sir." "Now your panties, yes, down to your knees. Now, lift your sweater. I want to see my belt." I obey. Standing in front of him, still wearing my sweater, shoes and socks, but exposed from my waist to my knees, his leather belt encircling me. "There's … Continue reading The Weekend
A Submissive Spirit
I am driven by a need to describe what submission is for me. You may have already noticed that, since that may be the heart of my blog. But there have only been bits and pieces of time when I was in a D/s relationship. The rest of it is mostly longing and fantasy. I … Continue reading A Submissive Spirit
