I found myself mentally chanting those words, bent over the bed, ass exposed, waiting for the flogging to begin... It was leather night, very exciting after last week's wood night. It's not that I don't enjoy paddles. I do. But not quite as much or as hard as Sir planned (and carried out.) Of course, … Continue reading Crops and Floggers and Belts, Oh, My!
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Last Night’s Menu
In our earliest efforts at D/s life, spankings often happened with my hands restrained over my head - there was actually a hook in the wall specifically for that purpose. In the beginning, I ended up feeling like his spanking lacked energy and enthusiasm. When he tried to adjust that, he ended up just whaling … Continue reading Last Night’s Menu
Omg
Sir's inner sadist has been awakened. Today is Maintenance Day. Before our time together, Sir sends me an email with an outline of what to expect that evening. I do appreciate that. So part of the email for today included this: Tonight’s All You Can Eat menu will be Appetizers- Wooden spoon … Continue reading Omg
More about Spanking
I've been thinking about the changes in myself this time around with Sir X. I like to think of myself as a gentle, easy-going person, kind and non-judgemental. And in some ways, I think that's accurate. However... I can also be opinionated, stubborn, rigid, and difficult. I know - shocking, right? I think that in … Continue reading More about Spanking
Spank-o-rama
That's what Sir is calling our Wednesday maintenance sessions now. A Spank-o-roma. And it was. He thought 68 was too high a number of strokes, so he took it down to 34. 34 with the thin paddle, 34 with the medium paddle, 34 with the heavy paddle, and 34 with the leather strap. Yikes. Ok, … Continue reading Spank-o-rama
Celebrating in Real Life
I could do my usual fussing about Valentine's Day. It's not my favorite holiday. It's a Hallmark holiday - one of many - that pressures us to spend money and makes us feel bad if we don't have a romantic other or don't get the right recognition of the day. But this year - with Sir X … Continue reading Celebrating in Real Life
Prelude Part 5
Amelia felt overwhelmed. Too many people, too much going on. She had begun to feel safe with Josh, but all these people stopping to talk to him, and the undercurrents of conversation that she didn't understand, it all made her anxious. She was trying to smile but her lips felt cold and stiff. If only Sara had been here, … Continue reading Prelude Part 5
Master Says
"Master says stop," he says. I freeze - standing bent over, my hands touching my toes. "Stand up," he says, in his best Dom voice, and I'm halfway up before I realize he didn't say "Master says". But it's too late, he laughs. "Come here," he says. "That's three." Yes, we were playing a warped game of Simon … Continue reading Master Says
Rushing Through
"Hey, whoa, hang on..." "Oh! I'm sorry, Sir - I didn't see you there - I'm just.." "I know you didn't see me! You almost ran right into me. Where are you going in such a big hurry?" "Just getting more coffee. I wanted to get some more work done before you got up. So I was rushing." She felt herself … Continue reading Rushing Through
Perspective
Some of you may remember that once upon a time, not really that long ago, I was firmly committed to the idea that I needed a Dom to Dom me; that to experience the pleasures of submission, there had to be a Dom physically present to inflict all the pleasure/pain. Since then, I've moved far away … Continue reading Perspective
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