Naked, of course, even though i am more comfortable when he lets me wear something. Never anything that would get in the way of his hands or mouth, not for more than the second it takes to push the material aside, to pull it off. Never clothing that would get in the way of his … Continue reading Fantasy Moment 10-18
spanking
Frigging Amazing
It is frigging amazing to me how much spanking stories turn me on. Just reading this and getting wet, having some shudders of pleasure, JUST from reading it. Hot Bottom Stories I know i've shared it before - the link to those stories - but they are the best, in my mind. They hit the … Continue reading Frigging Amazing
When He Says No
It is the coolness in his voice that does it, the way he looks at me when he says, "No. I told you 'no,' and you knew then that there would be punishment if you didn't think I meant it." i can't protest, the gag allows only moans, noises without form. i bow my head. "Down," … Continue reading When He Says No
Things are happening…
Three cool things happened yesterday. i'd been chatting, super briefly, with a Dom in a nearby city who seemed like a nice guy. But when MP agreed to be involved in finding me a Dom play partner, i promised him that i wouldn't exclude him from any relationship i might have like that. So a … Continue reading Things are happening…
Now
"Now," he says. i glance up - now, what? "Sir?" i say. "Now," he says, "It's time for you to come to bed. It's almost midnight." "Yes - yes, Sir, i am coming, i just need to finish..." but he raises that eyebrow, and i sigh. "Yes, Sir," closing my laptop as i say it. … Continue reading Now
Disrespect
"...sheer disrespect." i barely hear the words, it's the tone that makes me look up from my computer, and then the words register, and i think, "oh, shit. i'm in trouble now." "Have you heard a word I've said?" "i'm sorry, Sir -" "Are you working?" "No, Sir. Not really. Just, um, just reading an … Continue reading Disrespect
i imagine (15)
He lets me sit at his feet for a long time, at least it seems like a long time to me. He offers me water, and i drink quite a bit. He lets me go to the bathroom, and come back to settle again. i am feeling pretty content despite the humiliation and punishment i've … Continue reading i imagine (15)
Sunday Check-in 6-26
i don't know if it's the licorice root stick, or just a slightly different way of thinking about food, but i haven't been eating compulsively this last week. My scouting forays into the kitchen to see what we've got good to eat have practically stopped. i eat my meals, and that's enough. Weird, isn't it? On … Continue reading Sunday Check-in 6-26
Spanking Stories (not mine)
Here's a treat for you - some lovely spanking stories. Hot Bottom Stories. Maybe youall already know all about these stories by Case Wintermute. i just stumbled on them. And they are - just lovely. i'm working my through the male-spanks-female ones, because they are the ones that really do it for me. They're super simple, minimal … Continue reading Spanking Stories (not mine)