i was thinking tonight - i had a hard day at work, hard in ways that my job is not usually difficult - and had been feeling a bit overwhelmed and wanting support - and i was thinking that it would be nice if My Partner (MP) responded to text messages with more than one … Continue reading Insatiable
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Letting go
"In the corner. Now." i would rather not, but i would also rather not get caned tonight, so i move quickly. Ok, it might take me a minute to get off my knees, i don't do that as fast as i once could, but having gotten to my feet, i move quickly. i am already … Continue reading Letting go
Long ago
Long ago and faraway when we went to bed he would wrap himself around me from the back and i would snuggle my butt up against his cock and sometimes he would play with my nipples making me squirm just because he could and then he'd go to sleep. Still wrapped around me. Long ago … Continue reading Long ago
Don’t Do It Again
"Don't do it again," he says, and the gleam in his eyes says he means it. i'm laughing, but a little anxious, watching him closely. He is walking around me again, and i have to resist the temptation to turn. Not to turn my body, nor my head, to follow his movement. He slaps the … Continue reading Don’t Do It Again
Check-in April 17
Today, i will be finishing my taxes. Well, finishing the necessary forms to file them that is. This is the latest I've been in a long time. I was thinking the week had been a dismal failure, and then i remembered about the goals i set. i thought that was a week ago, but it … Continue reading Check-in April 17
Change?
I I got a message on fetlife, on another profile i used to have, from someone who says he's a Dom and wants to chat. He's married, his wife is not into BDSM. I'm curious. I don't think anything will "come of it," but nice to make a new friend. i am debating whether or … Continue reading Change?
Yesterday
Yesterday, i paid a few dollars to spend 45 minutes in a quiet place, looking at fake stars on the ceiling, listening to piped in New Age music. Reclining in a comfy chair, tucked in with a blanket over me, i just breathed. i was aware of my body, and sensations in my hands, my … Continue reading Yesterday
But Sir…
"But Sir..." He raises one eyebrow at me. "But? Turn around, let me see your butt." i giggle at this weak attempt at humor, but i know better than to disobey, i turn and lean forward so he can easily whack my butt - hard - once on each cheek. "Stand up now, no, … Continue reading But Sir…
What i Don’t Like
i don't like non-consensual sex or non-consensual spanking in my BDSM books. Well, wait, sometimes i do. Like Story of O or the Gorean slave books or Barbary Revenge, then yeah, it's fine. The whole thing is pretty non-consensual from start to finish, so that's like a particular genre. But in some supposedly romantic, kind of … Continue reading What i Don’t Like
Bored
"i'm bored," i say. "Bored?" Sir looks up from the blender engine he's taken apart and is putting back together. "Seems like there's plenty to do around here. Plenty that needs doing anyhow." And he goes back to work, completely focused on the tiny screwdriver and parts in front of him. i huff a little … Continue reading Bored
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