Sunday Check-in

And it's Father's Day!  So Happy Father's Day to all the actual fathers i know, and to all the Daddy Doms too.  Happy Father's Day to all the step-dads and the grandfathers, uncles, brothers and mentors who are stand-ins for dad.  And Happy Father's Day to all the moms who are trying to do it … Continue reading Sunday Check-in

Not Today

i almost had my next installment on my book done, but then i decided i didn't like a turn it had taken, so i have re-work to do.  No big deal, but i had a lot of regular stuff to take care of today, so it won't be ready to post til Monday probably.  And … Continue reading Not Today

i imagine (6)

"Oh," i'm so relieved, i know the answer to this question.  "i come here because of all that other stuff!  The yoga and meditation classes and the support group, even the foreced gardening."  i laugh at the thought of my pathetic gardening skills. "i love submission, but no, i wouldn't come here just for that.  i'm … Continue reading i imagine (6)

I imagine (3)

i hear the door open behind me, but still i wait.  i breathe and let the discomfort roll through me and away.  This is where i'm supposed to be, and the way i'm supposed to wait.  There is no need to feel embarrassed. "This is Olivia."  It's David's voice. "Very nice."  A voice i don't know, … Continue reading I imagine (3)

Worries

i love this poem.*   And i started reading a new series of BDSM books last night - The Dominants of Genesis.  i'm not quite through the first one yet (true confession, i read it for the plot and the D/s, and sort of skim the sex stuff - i know, crazy.)  But so far, … Continue reading Worries

i imagine (2)

The last passenger is a man.    An older man, but he is jogging effortlessly, and almost bounds up the steps, small suitcase in hand.  Not bad looking, just a bit scruffy, intense eyes, kind of the type i like.  Not that it matters, for all i know, he's submissive. Jamie waits til the new … Continue reading i imagine (2)

Change

i saw this on FB yesterday and was intrigued.  i think it might be helpful for me to answer these questions (even though i also think i might just be putting off actually doing anything different.) i can't find the article now, or i would post a link to it.  But here's the part that … Continue reading Change