...a word from our sponsor. Oh, wait a minute, that's me, at least i'm the only one around. i'm just thinking it's time for a real life chat, instead of this fantasy stuff. Back in the real world, life is not half bad. i'm about to try a new strategy to address my compulsive eating, … Continue reading And now…
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i don't know what to say, all i can think is that i've been open and honest and now it turns out he doesn't want me, doesn't think i have anything to offer him. My throat is so tight i couldn't talk if he tried to make me, and my chest hurts and if i … Continue reading i imagine (8)
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i'm still reeling from the spanking, and have fallen deep into that submissive space where i can no longer think straight, or really think at all. i'm desperately longing for more touch, but i also want desperately to please Sir Martin. So when he says, "I'll ask you again. In terms of what you need … Continue reading i imagine (7)
Sunday Check-in
And it's Father's Day! So Happy Father's Day to all the actual fathers i know, and to all the Daddy Doms too. Happy Father's Day to all the step-dads and the grandfathers, uncles, brothers and mentors who are stand-ins for dad. And Happy Father's Day to all the moms who are trying to do it … Continue reading Sunday Check-in
Not Today
i almost had my next installment on my book done, but then i decided i didn't like a turn it had taken, so i have re-work to do. No big deal, but i had a lot of regular stuff to take care of today, so it won't be ready to post til Monday probably. And … Continue reading Not Today
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"Oh," i'm so relieved, i know the answer to this question. "i come here because of all that other stuff! The yoga and meditation classes and the support group, even the foreced gardening." i laugh at the thought of my pathetic gardening skills. "i love submission, but no, i wouldn't come here just for that. i'm … Continue reading i imagine (6)
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Sir Martin pulls me to my feet, a hand on my arm, a hand in my hair, he holds me close. "Yes," he says. "Yes, you may enter, and yes, I'll do those things." He looks to David, "What do we do next? Is there more protocol?" David shakes his head, "Not now," he says. … Continue reading i imagine (5)
Sexuality and Spirituality…
i ran across this quote the other day: “When we touch the place in our lives where sexuality and spirituality come together, we touch our wholeness and the fullness of our power, and at the same time our connection with a power larger than ourselves.” ― Judith Plaskow, Standing Again at Sinai: … Continue reading Sexuality and Spirituality…
Sunday check-in 6-12 (on Monday)
Really, anything i might have to say about myself is overshadowed by the tragedy in Orlando, where at least 50 people died and 53 people were wounded in a gay bar. My heart breaks for the victims and their families and friends and for all of us, who are less safe everywhere. ************************* In my own … Continue reading Sunday check-in 6-12 (on Monday)
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i hear the door open behind me, but still i wait. i breathe and let the discomfort roll through me and away. This is where i'm supposed to be, and the way i'm supposed to wait. There is no need to feel embarrassed. "This is Olivia." It's David's voice. "Very nice." A voice i don't know, … Continue reading I imagine (3)
Olivia 