In real time, in the US, black men are being shot and killed by police officers and i've been grieving for them and their families, and for my black friends who are traumatized and who have to live with knowing that they are more at risk of dying needlessly because they are black. In real … Continue reading In Real Time
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The Magic Wand
The Magic Wand arrived yesterday. It looks like this: It makes me feel like this: Loveliest orgasm ever. i haven't forgotten about "i imagine," but i still need to edit the next part. And i admit, my brain is sometimes elsewhere. i think i might have to start calling MP "Sir" again. i asked him … Continue reading The Magic Wand
Collar Me
If you're not familiar with CollarMe, it's one of the dating sites for kinky people. Unlike fetlife, you often get lots of immediate responses to your profile - but the profile usually explicitly says you're seeking some kind of relationship. i met MP through CollarMe about 5 years ago, and took my profile down after … Continue reading Collar Me
i imagine (14)
{If you’re just starting to read now, here’s the beginning of this story. After that beginning, it’s all “i imagine” by the numbers.} By the time Sir Martin leads me back to my room, i am trembling with longing, wanting more of his caresses, wanting to kneel at his feet again, and wanting to be allowed … Continue reading i imagine (14)
i imagine (13)
{If you’re just starting to read now, here’s the beginning of this story. After that beginning, it’s all “i imagine” by the numbers.} He leans forward, stokes her hair, kisses the top of her head. i want to die. "I would make you cum," he says - to her - "but your Sir tells me … Continue reading i imagine (13)
Sunday Check-in 7-3
Just a quick note. We're out of town, visiting MP's daughter and grandkids. i was a little overwhelmed yesterday - i felt like i'd been around people way too much and i was just on overload. i was a bit cranky, and snappy, which i don't like. By the end of the day, i just … Continue reading Sunday Check-in 7-3
i am not freaking out…
i'm really not. i had this fairly uncomfortable conversation with MP about whether or not he wanted me to let him know if i found "other ways of fulfilling my D/s needs." i was super calm, and so was he. His response was essentially that he wanted me to wait some more and maybe he … Continue reading i am not freaking out…
Orgasmic Meditation
Got all excited this morning - so to speak - because i saw a post about orgasmic meditation and how you could learn it on-line "in the privacy of your own home." When i went to the website, i discovered that registration was free and the initial consult was reduced in price - to $150. … Continue reading Orgasmic Meditation
i imagine (12)
{If you’re just starting to read now, here’s the beginning of this story. After that beginning, it’s all “i imagine” by the numbers.} Sir Martin's cock. i lick delicately around the head, tracing the rim with the tip of my tongue. i lick across the head with the flat of my tongue, looking up at … Continue reading i imagine (12)
The Joys of Fet
As y'all may remember, i created a profile for myself on Fetlife. While not much has been happening there, i did have this (amusing) exchange with someone calling himself "LBL4415." i've removed my website link from my profile, so i don't feel bad laughing about the conversation here, even if it does highlight my mean … Continue reading The Joys of Fet
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