"Now," he says. i glance up - now, what? "Sir?" i say. "Now," he says, "It's time for you to come to bed. It's almost midnight." "Yes - yes, Sir, i am coming, i just need to finish..." but he raises that eyebrow, and i sigh. "Yes, Sir," closing my laptop as i say it. … Continue reading Now
Submissive women
Things i never knew…
i was masturbating and having orgasms long before i connected it with the word for orgasm. i was having orgasms long before i knew there was a clitoris. i was having sex long before i knew that the-thing-that-happened-that-felt-good when i masturbated was the thing people were talking about that was supposed to happen - or … Continue reading Things i never knew…
Thoughts (vanilla flavored)
i ran across this quote today: "One of the biggest misconceptions about connecting is seeking, first, to be liked. In fact, the counterintuitive way to get someone to like you is in knowing this core truth: If they like the way they feel when around you, they will like you. In fact, they will project … Continue reading Thoughts (vanilla flavored)
Sunday Check-in; 8-14-16
You will not be surprised to learn that i desire this state: “A balanced inner calmness radiates from a peaceful centre. It neither craves others' approval nor rejects others' presence. It neither pulls towards nor pushes away. It has a reverent attitude towards life and all its inhabitants.” ― Donna Goddard, The Love of Devotion … Continue reading Sunday Check-in; 8-14-16
44 Odd Things You Don’t Know About Me
Just realized that the font size is seriously messed up on this. Decided it was too perfectionistic to go back and fix it all. Just apologizing instead. I found this on Fiona's blog who found it on Ronnie's who spotted it at Continued Journey : 1. Do you like blue cheese? Yes - love it. 2. Have you ever … Continue reading 44 Odd Things You Don’t Know About Me
Disrespect III
He is fucking my mouth, thrusting his cock deep, as i struggle to relax my throat and take him deeper. i think he is almost there - i can tell he is almost there - and he puts his hand on the back of my head, holding me steady while he pumps again - and … Continue reading Disrespect III
Disrespect II
"How many times," he asks, "Have we had a conversation about you not paying attention, or not focusing, or not being fully present?" Kneeling between his legs, with my ass still stinging from his belt, asshole plugged and a bit uncomfortable, for a second i think he's going to chastise me some more for not … Continue reading Disrespect II
Check-in (8-7) and more on friends
i was reading this article this morning about friendship - the first paragraph pulled me into it, where they say: "THINK of all the people with whom you interact during the course of a day, week, month and year. The many souls with whom you might exchange a greeting or give a warm embrace; engage … Continue reading Check-in (8-7) and more on friends
Old Friends
i've been running around Blogland (for a few minutes anyhow) and discovering how many old friends are gone. A Hidden Slave, from so long ago. i knew she was gone, i just went over to see if , by some wild chance, she was back. She wasn't. Kaya at Under His Hand, so tragically. i … Continue reading Old Friends
Disrespect
"...sheer disrespect." i barely hear the words, it's the tone that makes me look up from my computer, and then the words register, and i think, "oh, shit. i'm in trouble now." "Have you heard a word I've said?" "i'm sorry, Sir -" "Are you working?" "No, Sir. Not really. Just, um, just reading an … Continue reading Disrespect
Olivia 