i feel like my energy is being pulled in different directions.
It’s like this:
And it kind of feels like this:
But then you have to imagine it’s a GIF and everything is being tugged toward the outside and away from each other. Does that make sense?
So i also have this sense of wanting to walk away from everything. Just to pull my “self” out of the mix and take it somewhere else.
It’s times like these that i feel like a good spanking would help. Like it would center my “self” more firmly in my own energy space. But that’s probably not going to happen today. Or this week. Or next week for that matter.
So how do i do that on my own? i know i know the answer to this, i just can’t find it right now.