Where does all that feeling even come from? All that serving and pleasing stuff. I'm mad at myself for even feeling that way - I didn't even quite know all that was there {still there} until i wrote it. Fuck. My energy does not need to be spent on cock worship and fucking. OG is … Continue reading Reflection
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A Moment of Sadness
I've been continuing to chat with this other guy from Fet who is clearly not my cup of tea, but a nice enough guy. He's the kind of guy that when I told him I had a cold and was losing my voice said something about oh, at least I wouldn't be able to use … Continue reading A Moment of Sadness
The Fantasy Begins
It's not Story of O, i remind myself. You're not getting dropped off at the door, stripped of underwear, handed over to people who will take your clothes away. You've already gotten yourself waxed, pussy, legs and underarms are all hair free zones. All you have to do is check into your hotel, get ready, … Continue reading The Fantasy Begins
Ridiculously Excited
Y'all. So i've been chatting with some people on fet. The one I told you about - Jay - is still around. Young guy - the 26 year old - has drifted away, which is good. There's someone my age who might be fun, we'll see. He went to a munch last night, so at … Continue reading Ridiculously Excited
Finding the Space
The space inside me - you know - the part of me that loves that feeling of slipping down into submission... sometimes I feel like i'm losing that connection. When i feel that way, i stop i get very still. i have to search inside myself and find that small space where all my i's … Continue reading Finding the Space
Fetlife Story #3,965
Ok, that might be an exaggeration, maybe I haven't actually told that many fetlife stories. That's the "feels like" number. But I just want to bring you up-to-date. I'm still chatting with the man who's not really a Dom, just another pretty nice guy. We're in that phase where he still thinks I'm going to … Continue reading Fetlife Story #3,965
Great Online Cookie Exchange Extravaganza of 2017!
This is the 8th annual cookie exchange. On-line cookie exchange. Much more than cookies, of course. Thank you, thank you, Jz, for hosting this!!! When you get through looking at my recipe, be sure to go visit everyone else. Scroll to the end for the links. You can always count on my recipes to be … Continue reading Great Online Cookie Exchange Extravaganza of 2017!
Woo Hoooo!
Yes, i'm HERE!! In Very Far Away. And today in just a few hours i get to meet MONKEY!! And we're going to hang out and do stuff and I really can't wait. I feel like I know her so well - we've been friends on-line forever - so this is great. In other news, … Continue reading Woo Hoooo!
Progress
My house is clean, for the moment. YAY!! Ok, no, I didn't clean it. I paid someone to do it. That's ok - the outcome is worth every penny. Many blessings on people who make a living cleaning houses. I am caught up on my class!! Yes. CAUGHT UP!! I still have some "extra" material … Continue reading Progress
IT’S TIME for the Great Online Cookie Exchange Extravaganza!!
I'm late, I'm late, for a very important date... THIS post by Jz has been up for days already. (It's a reflection of how ridiculous my life is that I"m just now getting started.) But the post answers my pressing question about how the great cookie exchange got started. It also explains how the cookie … Continue reading IT’S TIME for the Great Online Cookie Exchange Extravaganza!!
