I know that I'm not alone in the belief that a good, strong Dom holds his submissive accountable in ways that we don't do for ourselves. The belief that with the help of that Dom, we would thrive and finally level up in the game of life. And if I had thought I was alone … Continue reading The Club
Just me
Plausible Deniability?
I used to be very careful not to post anything in my kinky blog that could definitely link me to my vanilla self. That has not been true for a while. At some point, I realized it didn't really matter in my life. Particularly now that my kinky stuff is all fantasy anyhow. Times have … Continue reading Plausible Deniability?
Obsessive
I get a bit obsessive about posting every day - if I skip a day, I think I'll fall out of the habit and start missing for weeks. I know, that's some extreme thinking and not fact-based at all, but still. That's what I think. So here I am, when I could be headed for … Continue reading Obsessive
Happy Sunday
We have company - my sister and brother-in-law are here til Monday, so that's lovely. I'm awake a bit too early again, just hanging out with my coffee. I have a habit of saving things I really like on Facebook and then forgetting to ever go back to them. Today, I decided to look at … Continue reading Happy Sunday
More Therapy, Please
Writing here has become my therapy. Like group therapy, only instead of a group of clients, there's one client and a group of therapists. Thank goodness, clearly I need it. Sofia and Lucas are dancing in my head again, but I need this session now. My much anticipated conversation with MP and my daughter that … Continue reading More Therapy, Please
Rolling Along
Dance "class" last night was wonderful. "Class" in quotes because it's unstructured movement, not really class. I think I've linked to the website for this particular dance - 5Rhythms Wave - but let me share this as well. The 5Rhythms – Flowing Staccato Chaos Lyrical Stillness® – are states of Being. They are a map … Continue reading Rolling Along
Happy 2020!
I actually stayed up til midnight last night, not that I was doing anything particularly festive, but I did welcome the new year in. Just this morning, I've started thinking about it being a new decade and pondering whether that actually has extra significance for me. Of course I remember the year 2000, when everyone … Continue reading Happy 2020!
Announcing…
It's official. I'm old. No, really, I am, and it's ok, or at least mostly ok. It's posing some issues for Sofia right now, but I'm sure she'll work through it. Fortunately, I'm not having the same issues at the moment, mostly because no one is looking at my old and unattractive body. But anyhow... … Continue reading Announcing…
Introvert, Inc.
I've been having a tough day today. Had the grands a bit longer than I'd expected, they were cranky, I was cranky. I really just wanted everybody to go away and leave me alone. Once my daughter got home, I retreated to my part of the house and read a bunch of other people's spanking … Continue reading Introvert, Inc.
Trying
Trying not to be jealous-hearted y'all. My daughter and some friends have gone to an event in a near-by city. An event I had once thought I'd love to go to myself. Yes, a kink event. A play party in a dungeon there. No, I don't think I'll ever get to go to that particular … Continue reading Trying
