Last night, when i could have been writing a blog post, or doing a lot of other things, i was reading a new book instead. And i have no regrets. i was going to buy Punishing Portia, which i first heard about on Leather Cuffs and Silken Bonds. i've been reluctant to buy seriously erotic material … Continue reading Pure Escapism
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Check-in 4-3-16
i haven't met my goals yet. i know, that's a shock, right? Just kidding, of course i haven't. i haven't even really set goals yet. It hasn't even been 2 weeks since i decided to change my life in some radical ways. i was prepared to come over here and yell at myself for not … Continue reading Check-in 4-3-16
In my life (part 2)
“I am an expression of the divine, just like a peach is, just like a fish is. I have a right to be this way...I can't apologize for that, nor can I change it, nor do I want to... We will never have to be other than who we are in order to be successful...We … Continue reading In my life (part 2)
In my life
If we were once all hunters and gatherers, then you would think of me as a gatherer. Hunters have a sharp focus and head out into the world with the intent of bagging a lion - or whatever prize they want. A lion or a good deal on a car or a big promotion … Continue reading In my life
The Punishment – Part III
Fifth day of spring
Good morning! It's a beautiful day in the neighborhood, a beautiful day... sorry. But it is. i'm not in my neighborhood, i'm Somewhere-far-away, but i'm headed home and that's always nice. Here are some fun things for today. i like blueberries a lot, but i had no idea there were orgasmic ones! And for only … Continue reading Fifth day of spring
The Punishment – Part II
It doesn't take me long to find my willingness. All i have to do is remember the night before. He had walked up behind me as i was playing on my computer. "What are you doing?" he asks, his voice deceptively mild. i shut the window. Quickly. Don't want him to see that i'm on … Continue reading The Punishment – Part II
Second day of spring
Today, i exercised. i'm wearing clothes i like. Having a hard boiled egg for breakfast, salad for lunch. Today, i will do some mindfulness during the day. I will shut down facebook while i'm working, only checking it when i take a break. i will do either some yoga stretches or some mindful movement at … Continue reading Second day of spring
Here i am
Starting over, once again. i don't even look submissive here, do i? But i am. Trust me, i really am. i don't know what i'm going to do here. Fantasy maybe. We'll see. I know I've been on a 2 year decline in self-care and how i treat myself, in terms of being submissive and … Continue reading Here i am
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