It doesn't take me long to find my willingness. All i have to do is remember the night before. He had walked up behind me as i was playing on my computer. "What are you doing?" he asks, his voice deceptively mild. i shut the window. Quickly. Don't want him to see that i'm on … Continue reading The Punishment – Part II
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Second day of spring
Today, i exercised. i'm wearing clothes i like. Having a hard boiled egg for breakfast, salad for lunch. Today, i will do some mindfulness during the day. I will shut down facebook while i'm working, only checking it when i take a break. i will do either some yoga stretches or some mindful movement at … Continue reading Second day of spring
Here i am
Starting over, once again. i don't even look submissive here, do i? But i am. Trust me, i really am. i don't know what i'm going to do here. Fantasy maybe. We'll see. I know I've been on a 2 year decline in self-care and how i treat myself, in terms of being submissive and … Continue reading Here i am