Yesterday, he told me i need to show him more respect, and i should call him Sir when we're alone. A couple of weeks ago, i would have felt indignant and scoffed at the idea. But already it seems quite reasonable. How quickly this submissive spirit falls into line! (And that makes me smile.) So … Continue reading Not an Anomaly?
Uncategorized
Moving Forward
Sir (formerly known as MP) has taken to heart my suggestion that he put his skills in research and problem solving into our relationship, and i'm reaping the benefits. i know, i know, i got all excited before and then it fizzled and it hurt so bad. But vulnerability is the key to happiness, isn't … Continue reading Moving Forward
Things Get Complicated
So, MP is actually actively looking for a third for us, and discovering a bit of his own libido returning. We'll see. However. When i gave him my olivia address - so a possible potential play partner (pppp) could email me - he googled it (MP did) and found the blog. Which i don't want … Continue reading Things Get Complicated
So
So i'm in a relationship that is wearing me down, wearing me out. I need so many things I'm not getting. I don't think he's going to do anything to change any of the way things are. All that crap about how he was going to find someone else as part of our relationship? Three … Continue reading So
Look it’s me!
i feel like tiptoeing back into my blog here - into my blog? or onto? I don't know. Either way, here i am. A little bit embarrassed cause i've been gone so long. i don't know why, i have just not felt it. i have lost all libido. Which is kinda sad - a libido's … Continue reading Look it’s me!
This week successes…
...are fleeting. The ups and downs of success and failure, the pleasure of accomplishment and the pain of disappointed hopes rise, and fall like the tides of the sea. And that ^^ dramatic statement just makes me smile. It's Labor Day here in the US and some of us have a holiday. As Ovid says: "Take rest; a … Continue reading This week successes…
How Does Content Look?
Well, it might look like this: (young woman walking on beach) Or maybe like this, if you're a non-beach person: (Young woman looking out over mountains) Or if you use the Alarm Clock Sex Toy, it might look like this: (woman's face, perhaps orgasmic) The "alarm clock" looks like this: and you wear it to … Continue reading How Does Content Look?
The Fair
i went to the fair yesterday. By myself, so there was time and space for about 5o years of memories of the fair. Early in the day, i saw a number of people carrying around yardsticks. It made me smile, remembering the time, probably 6 or 7 years ago now, that a Dom i was … Continue reading The Fair
Yikes!
Ok, y'all, it looks like this might actually happen. Pictures have been exchanged with RS (clothes on) and he and MP have exchanged email and - um, i think we're going to probably actually meet for dinner. Seriously, y'all. i have never been one to dream of a threesome. Two men was not on my … Continue reading Yikes!
Submission at the Tower – Book review
i just discovered Felicity Brandon. Maybe youall have all already read her. (Isn't that a fun sentence?) i've only read one of her books - Submission at the Tower: The Depths of Desire. So far. i loved it. The Tower is a mysterious place where you can go to get trained in submission (one of my … Continue reading Submission at the Tower – Book review
Olivia 