“Those who love you are not fooled by mistakes you have made or dark images you hold about yourself. They remember your beauty when you feel ugly; your wholeness when you are broken; your innocence when you feel guilty; and your purpose when you are confused.” -Alan Cohen Finding my balance again - somewhere between … Continue reading In the light of day

i am a hypocrite.  And at the moment, awash in shame. Yeah. The only way out of that is by changing my actions so they match my values.  i know this. There's no reason to talk about what i'm going to do, or make excuses for why i haven't already, i just need to fucking do … Continue reading A Hypocrite

Being on vacation is lovely.  i have not even been thinking too hard about stuff. It's funny, for a day or two i was thinking about practices i could start that would increase my sense of submission.  In particular, the blog i was talking about before, he did this lovely post about that, you can … Continue reading Just Chillin’

i was wondering today when and how i began to think of myself as unfocused and disorganized.  No, wait, that's not quite right, but i began to think of myself as "not focused enough," and "not organized enough." i think that i've been missing the point.  i can be super focused and super organized ~ when … Continue reading Thinking…

i was thinking tonight - i had a hard day at work, hard in ways that my job is not usually difficult - and had been feeling a bit overwhelmed and wanting support - and i was thinking that it would be nice if My Partner (MP) responded to text messages with more than one … Continue reading Insatiable