I forgot. Coming here really stirs the pot of my feelings. I've been fine these last few months. Fine, I say. Now i'm reading kinky blogs about spanking and getting turned on. i'm reading old blog posts and longing for days gone by. i'm beginning to write fantasies in my head. Sigh. i'm not going … Continue reading Stirring the Pot
Just me
The Great Cookie Extravaganza “Not Cookies” Treat
It's BACK and i'm so glad to be participating in Jz's Great Cookie Extravaganza! i'm not much of a baker, or a cook for that matter, but even i can come up with a little something for the holidays! This easy recipe makes a great gift for the "hard-to-buy-for" people on my list, and is … Continue reading The Great Cookie Extravaganza “Not Cookies” Treat
Damnit
So that last post i did? Ok, the author of the book i was quoting is in prison. He was apparently already a registered sex offender. And now he's in prison for bringing a 17 year old into his household - across state lines - and having sex with her. He's 59. Fuck me running. … Continue reading Damnit
Musing
i saw on someone's blog (i'm sorry, don't remember whose) that she was having trouble being submissive after the election - that she thinks this is a time to be strong. And i thought ~~ yes, oh, yes ~~ and ~~ being submissive is strong. Being submissive makes us stronger. i think. Doesn't it? But … Continue reading Musing
Just stopping by
It's been a hard week - maybe couple of weeks. Yesterday, in a moment of blinding clarity, i was reminded that the only person looking out for me is me. At the time, i was awash in a wave of self-pity, and even cried a little bit, just from loneliness, you know? It wasn't … Continue reading Just stopping by
Sharing stories
Sometimes i share things here just because it's something i wouldn't talk about anywhere else. For example: CN: Dental issues Wednesday night, i cracked a tooth. Ok, it might be a crown, but in any case, it cracked. It didn't come out or anything, it just cracked and any pressure on it feels like it … Continue reading Sharing stories
At the Grocery
i'm in line at the grocery - in front of me is an ordinary looking woman, brown hair, wearing jeans, maybe in her mid-thirties. The cashier is a tall black man whose accent suggests he may be from Africa - or somewhere rather than the US. i tell you these things merely to set the … Continue reading At the Grocery
OMGYes
Have y'all seen this? OMGYes From the website: Scientists and researchers have uncovered the inner workings of almost everything in the world. But the only funded large-scale sex research has either been biological (the physiology of what happens in the body during sex) or behavioral (general activities without the details, like the percentage of women … Continue reading OMGYes
Best Laid Plans…
So, clearly my plan to have time/ find time/ make time to write while i'm on the road this week hasn't happened yet. And i don't expect it to happen today. Sigh. That's ok. I'm getting ready to go for a walk along a river, and am feeling good about life. Just popping in to … Continue reading Best Laid Plans…
Where I want to be…
My answer to this is pretty much always "Walking on the beach." But i'm content where i am right now. Lots of pleasant things happening, MP's health is a bit better, lots of planning happening, changes and challenges at work... life is good. (i think i just answered tomorrow's prompt but that's ok.) Also - … Continue reading Where I want to be…