I am on and off the healthy eating wagon like - um, like I don't know what. Like a merry-go-round? Like a - yeah, like this analogy just fell flat on its face. Never mind. But I've gone back to counting calories, recording them carefully in my Fitbit app. I might have binged a little … Continue reading FFF 2.0 – 2-15
Author: olivia
Happy Valentine’s Day {BDSM style}
Happy Valentine's Day - and here are some memes that I thought were appropriately Valentine's Day hot! I'm a natural submissive, living without the D again these days, but my basic nature doesn't change. I'm just in the "i'm ok with it," phase. Hang with me and I'm sure we'll ride the roller-coaster again. Hope … Continue reading Happy Valentine’s Day {BDSM style}
FFF 2.0 – 2-8 AND The House with the Sex Room!
Ok, let's get the check-in out of the way. I'm doing better. I have a whole new strategy. Instead of making a list of the things I'm supposed to do and failing to do most of them, I just write down the things I do every day. It's kind of fun, and I think it's … Continue reading FFF 2.0 – 2-8 AND The House with the Sex Room!
FFF 2.0 – from 2-1, on 2-2
And here I am, a day late again. I was excited earlier this week - I got my 6 month lab work back and everything looked good - um, except cholesterol, which was high and she wants me to start on statins. Which I still don't want to. We're negotiating. Vitamin D levels were low, … Continue reading FFF 2.0 – from 2-1, on 2-2
FFF 2.0 – 1-25-19
And things are better. It is clear that I can only do a few goals at a time. And that's ok. Or it's just how it is. If I focus on the goals I didn't meet this time, then the goals I did meet become unmet. If that makes sense. Steps are up. I've really … Continue reading FFF 2.0 – 1-25-19
FFF 2.0 – 1-18-19
You can call me Just-A-Bit-Grumpy today - a little out of sorts for who knows what reason. But it comes and goes (like waves in the ocean.) One minute I'm feeling all growly and the next I think all smiles and everything's lovely. Shrug. Whate -ev-er. My step count average this week = 5,059. My … Continue reading FFF 2.0 – 1-18-19
FFF 2.0 – 1-11
Reporting in, SIR! Or ma'am. With a salute. Step count: 4,890 averageWeight: 160Yoga challenge: Practiced 5 days out of 7Mindfulness challenge: 5 days out of 5Writing: 0 words It is what it is... I just keep inching forward, and sliding back, over and over and over. One step forward and two steps back. AND I … Continue reading FFF 2.0 – 1-11
In 2019…
In 2019, I want to continue my journey toward being a crone. Except for the part about being adored. That would feel weird, at best. But I need a circle of support, I need to be part of a group. And I am building that. I have y'all here, and you are close to my … Continue reading In 2019…
FFF 1-4-19 – First of the New Year!
Here we go - let the good times begin! My new year is off to an auspicous beginning. First of all, steps. My average for the week is - drum roll - 7,013!! My goal has been 7,000 for a long time, but I think this is the first time I've actually hit it. My … Continue reading FFF 1-4-19 – First of the New Year!
Ooooh beach time!
A grey day at the beach Not exactly a sunny day at the beach, but it’s 70°, and I can live with that. I can feel myself settling and becoming more centered as I sit here. It’s lovely. The other night, I felt a sudden sense of sadness. It was kind of odd, something happened … Continue reading Ooooh beach time!
Olivia 