It’s been a good day to practice self-compassion. Which is a nice way of saying that my internal voice has tended to be harsh today. Which is a nice way to say that I’ve fucked up a couple of times and feel crappy about it. The first time I had an otherwise lovely conversation with … Continue reading A Difficult Day
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Just Curious…
There’s an article floating around on my FB feed called Today I Learned that Not Everyone Has an Internal Monologue and It Ruined My Day. So my question today is “Do you have one? An internal monologue?” I do. My internal monologue is chatty. And pretty steady. Not as mean as it was when I … Continue reading Just Curious…
Here’s What I Need
I’m still all achy and feel yukky. My whole body just feels out of synch with itself. My skin is too sensitive. My neck hurts. I’m so tired -but I can’t sleep for long. And I’m cold, just cold. It brings to mind other times I’ve felt this way, years ago. Back when I was … Continue reading Here’s What I Need
But I Really Might Be a Dumb-ass
No, wait, hear me out. I might be. Not in a harsh, mean way, just in a gentle affectionate way. Here's the thing. I was sitting at the table right after dinner when it occured to me that I didn't feel great. A bit light-headed. Arms and legs felt a bit achy. Just a bit … Continue reading But I Really Might Be a Dumb-ass
Out of Control
I'm sorry, I think I have officially driven myself absolutely nuts. I'm in that phase where I'm glued to my computer and can't tear myself away. I'm adding a page to my website and just a bit obsessed with it. I finally had to stop tonight because I was fucking messing it up instead of … Continue reading Out of Control
Connections – Part II {18}
The spanking didn't last long, and when he was finished, Lucas caressed and stroked her while she was still bent over the arm of the couch and readily available. She was squirming and just about to ask permission to cum when he stopped. "Of course he stops now," Sofia thought, with a sigh. “That was … Continue reading Connections – Part II {18}
Miscellaneous Thoughts
I need to quit writing snippets of erotica and focus on Sofia and Lucas. Expect to see shorter blog posts until I get back into that. (I know, it's my blog, I don't have to explain or justify.) I feel pulled in different directions today. It's not helpful when one of the people pulling on … Continue reading Miscellaneous Thoughts
My Marketing Magic
Ok, there's no magic. Yet. But there will be. I've had a busy weekend already, and its only half over. Babysat half the day, took a nap (I know, that doesn't sound busy, but finding time for it is a challenge and I was sooooo tired...) and have been working on marketing tasks ever since. … Continue reading My Marketing Magic
Aaand it’s Friday!
I will not start my posts with “I’m tired.” I will not start my posts with “I’m tired.” I will not start my posts with “I’m tired.” Because it’s a boring way to start and I think I’ve already done it way too many times. Yawn... But I am drooping. I’ve been on the run … Continue reading Aaand it’s Friday!
It’s Been a Day
Not a bad day. But a full one. Lots of ups and downs with work. An event tonight. Tomorrow is MP’s birthday and I have two meetings scheduled tomorrow. I am so ready for bed. No, my bed doesn’t look anything like the picture. It would be ok if it did though! “They left her … Continue reading It’s Been a Day
Olivia 