"Oh," i'm so relieved, i know the answer to this question. "i come here because of all that other stuff! The yoga and meditation classes and the support group, even the foreced gardening." i laugh at the thought of my pathetic gardening skills. "i love submission, but no, i wouldn't come here just for that. i'm … Continue reading i imagine (6)
Submissive women
i imagine (5)
Sir Martin pulls me to my feet, a hand on my arm, a hand in my hair, he holds me close. "Yes," he says. "Yes, you may enter, and yes, I'll do those things." He looks to David, "What do we do next? Is there more protocol?" David shakes his head, "Not now," he says. … Continue reading i imagine (5)
Sexuality and Spirituality…
i ran across this quote the other day: “When we touch the place in our lives where sexuality and spirituality come together, we touch our wholeness and the fullness of our power, and at the same time our connection with a power larger than ourselves.” ― Judith Plaskow, Standing Again at Sinai: … Continue reading Sexuality and Spirituality…
Sunday check-in 6-12 (on Monday)
Really, anything i might have to say about myself is overshadowed by the tragedy in Orlando, where at least 50 people died and 53 people were wounded in a gay bar. My heart breaks for the victims and their families and friends and for all of us, who are less safe everywhere. ************************* In my own … Continue reading Sunday check-in 6-12 (on Monday)
I imagine (3)
i hear the door open behind me, but still i wait. i breathe and let the discomfort roll through me and away. This is where i'm supposed to be, and the way i'm supposed to wait. There is no need to feel embarrassed. "This is Olivia." It's David's voice. "Very nice." A voice i don't know, … Continue reading I imagine (3)
Worries
i love this poem.* And i started reading a new series of BDSM books last night - The Dominants of Genesis. i'm not quite through the first one yet (true confession, i read it for the plot and the D/s, and sort of skim the sex stuff - i know, crazy.) But so far, … Continue reading Worries
i imagine (2)
The last passenger is a man. An older man, but he is jogging effortlessly, and almost bounds up the steps, small suitcase in hand. Not bad looking, just a bit scruffy, intense eyes, kind of the type i like. Not that it matters, for all i know, he's submissive. Jamie waits til the new … Continue reading i imagine (2)
Change
i saw this on FB yesterday and was intrigued. i think it might be helpful for me to answer these questions (even though i also think i might just be putting off actually doing anything different.) i can't find the article now, or i would post a link to it. But here's the part that … Continue reading Change
All Work…
...and no play makes Jill a dull girl. Makes me a dull girl. i imagine... ...i catch the van to the Center each time - well, there isn't really another way to get to the part i go to. You have to be blindfolded, and it would be hard to drive that way. They have … Continue reading All Work…
Three for Day 3 – and Check-in Sunday
Moving into the last day of the quote challenge - i actually found three quotes i liked. “Open your mind. See the world in all its splendid color. Truly look at the uniqueness of the people around you and cherish the nuances. Before you make judgments of others and their lifestyles, always remember that there … Continue reading Three for Day 3 – and Check-in Sunday
Olivia 