Sometimes, if i'm very still and if i let my mind slip back, back, back in time, sometimes i can still feel the rope, soft, cotton rope, snaking over my skin as he wrapped me, like a package, a parcel, tied me up. Contained. Shibari, like a whisper,the rope between my legs, the knot right there … Continue reading Rope
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Breathe
Breathe. In. Out. May i be peaceful... May i be happy... May i be safe... May i awaken to the light of my true nature... May i be free... Breathe. In. Out. May you be peaceful... May you be happy... May you be safe... May you awaken to the light of your true nature... … Continue reading Breathe
Sunday Check-in 7-17
“To allow oneself to be carried away by a multitude of conflicting concerns, to surrender to too many demands, to commit oneself to too many projects, to want to help everyone in everything, is to succumb to the violence of our times.” - Thomas Merton Not much time today - i think i've … Continue reading Sunday Check-in 7-17
SO Out of Sorts…
And as soon as i thought that - because i really am still out of sorts, and trying to ride it out - i decided to google images for it. That was actually helpful. First, i found this: ...which is exactly right. That's how i feel. Not every minute of the day, but a … Continue reading SO Out of Sorts…
Energy
i feel like my energy is being pulled in different directions. It's like this: And it kind of feels like this: But then you have to imagine it's a GIF and everything is being tugged toward the outside and away from each other. Does that make sense? Yeah. So i also have this sense of … Continue reading Energy
Home Sick
It's really a mental health day, so i intend to enjoy it. i may do some writing later, or i may not, but now i'm going back to bed.
What Now?
If i wait even a few hours more, i will have missed the opportunity to post on Tuesday. So here i am. "i imagine" is on hold in my brain, and i was worried about that, but i realized today that it's ok, it needs to shift and if i open myself to new ideas, … Continue reading What Now?
Mindless Monday
Here i am without a post in mind and the day is half gone. More than half. So here are a couple of quotes to ponder: “The way I try to phrase it when I am pressed for time is to say that I am sexually submissive, and socially assertive.” ― Senta Holland, Out of … Continue reading Mindless Monday
Sunday Check-In July 9
Here i am - in a hurry - lots of stuff to do today. It's been a tough week in some ways, and a terrific week in others. i'm not losing weight or gaining weight, not exercising consistently, not on the right track with a mindfulness practice. But i don't seem to be beating myself … Continue reading Sunday Check-In July 9
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He lets me sit at his feet for a long time, at least it seems like a long time to me. He offers me water, and i drink quite a bit. He lets me go to the bathroom, and come back to settle again. i am feeling pretty content despite the humiliation and punishment i've … Continue reading i imagine (15)
Olivia 