i almost had my next installment on my book done, but then i decided i didn't like a turn it had taken, so i have re-work to do. No big deal, but i had a lot of regular stuff to take care of today, so it won't be ready to post til Monday probably. And … Continue reading Not Today
BDSM
i imagine (6)
"Oh," i'm so relieved, i know the answer to this question. "i come here because of all that other stuff! The yoga and meditation classes and the support group, even the foreced gardening." i laugh at the thought of my pathetic gardening skills. "i love submission, but no, i wouldn't come here just for that. i'm … Continue reading i imagine (6)
i imagine (5)
Sir Martin pulls me to my feet, a hand on my arm, a hand in my hair, he holds me close. "Yes," he says. "Yes, you may enter, and yes, I'll do those things." He looks to David, "What do we do next? Is there more protocol?" David shakes his head, "Not now," he says. … Continue reading i imagine (5)
Sexuality and Spirituality…
i ran across this quote the other day: “When we touch the place in our lives where sexuality and spirituality come together, we touch our wholeness and the fullness of our power, and at the same time our connection with a power larger than ourselves.” ― Judith Plaskow, Standing Again at Sinai: … Continue reading Sexuality and Spirituality…
i imagine (4)
My heart is racing; my mouth is dry. Being asked for my opinion like this is as bad as having to cut my own switch - almost a punishment in itself. Sir Martin waits, head cocked, smiling slightly, as if he's just interested in my answer. At last, i say, "Of course, Sir, the correct … Continue reading i imagine (4)
Sunday check-in 6-12 (on Monday)
Really, anything i might have to say about myself is overshadowed by the tragedy in Orlando, where at least 50 people died and 53 people were wounded in a gay bar. My heart breaks for the victims and their families and friends and for all of us, who are less safe everywhere. ************************* In my own … Continue reading Sunday check-in 6-12 (on Monday)
I imagine (3)
i hear the door open behind me, but still i wait. i breathe and let the discomfort roll through me and away. This is where i'm supposed to be, and the way i'm supposed to wait. There is no need to feel embarrassed. "This is Olivia." It's David's voice. "Very nice." A voice i don't know, … Continue reading I imagine (3)
Worries
i love this poem.* And i started reading a new series of BDSM books last night - The Dominants of Genesis. i'm not quite through the first one yet (true confession, i read it for the plot and the D/s, and sort of skim the sex stuff - i know, crazy.) But so far, … Continue reading Worries
i imagine (2)
The last passenger is a man. An older man, but he is jogging effortlessly, and almost bounds up the steps, small suitcase in hand. Not bad looking, just a bit scruffy, intense eyes, kind of the type i like. Not that it matters, for all i know, he's submissive. Jamie waits til the new … Continue reading i imagine (2)
Change
i saw this on FB yesterday and was intrigued. i think it might be helpful for me to answer these questions (even though i also think i might just be putting off actually doing anything different.) i can't find the article now, or i would post a link to it. But here's the part that … Continue reading Change
Olivia 