i found these from Han over on Infinitesimal Thoughts and thought it would be fun to do some of them as we move into September. Of course, that doesn't start til tomorrow, but I thought I'd post the list today in case someone else wants to use them. (Ok, today is the 1st - wrote … Continue reading September Prompts
BDSM
Belated Sunday Check-in
i am still here - doing house things. Downsizing my stuff. Pushing us forward on the path of getting ready to sell the house. No exciting developments from fetlife - or real life, for that matter. And that's ok. i'm in a phase of transition anyhow. Still not losing weight, not working on my book, … Continue reading Belated Sunday Check-in
Phallic Symbols
i have some fascination with cock worship, both as a practice and as an academic topic. There's some really interesting material about cock worship as a religious practice in this article in Cracked, and maybe i'll talk more about that another time. But today, all of that is just to serve as lead in to this … Continue reading Phallic Symbols
He Ghosted
RS, our potential guy, ghosted. Last thing he said was "looking forward to meeting you both," and MP emailed him a suggestion that we get together for dinner - that was Sunday. Nothing since then. It's ok. Seriously. Maybe he thought i was going to send him a tit pic and was disappointed, maybe he … Continue reading He Ghosted
Intricate Links
i believe there are intricate links between BDSM and trauma and healing. i don't understand how it works, but i believe it connects. I just don't know how. i don't even know what kind of connection it is, i just know it's there. In any case. i know that being spanked a couple of nights … Continue reading Intricate Links
Things are happening…
Three cool things happened yesterday. i'd been chatting, super briefly, with a Dom in a nearby city who seemed like a nice guy. But when MP agreed to be involved in finding me a Dom play partner, i promised him that i wouldn't exclude him from any relationship i might have like that. So a … Continue reading Things are happening…
Now
"Now," he says. i glance up - now, what? "Sir?" i say. "Now," he says, "It's time for you to come to bed. It's almost midnight." "Yes - yes, Sir, i am coming, i just need to finish..." but he raises that eyebrow, and i sigh. "Yes, Sir," closing my laptop as i say it. … Continue reading Now
Things i never knew…
i was masturbating and having orgasms long before i connected it with the word for orgasm. i was having orgasms long before i knew there was a clitoris. i was having sex long before i knew that the-thing-that-happened-that-felt-good when i masturbated was the thing people were talking about that was supposed to happen - or … Continue reading Things i never knew…
Thoughts (vanilla flavored)
i ran across this quote today: "One of the biggest misconceptions about connecting is seeking, first, to be liked. In fact, the counterintuitive way to get someone to like you is in knowing this core truth: If they like the way they feel when around you, they will like you. In fact, they will project … Continue reading Thoughts (vanilla flavored)
Sunday Check-in; 8-14-16
You will not be surprised to learn that i desire this state: “A balanced inner calmness radiates from a peaceful centre. It neither craves others' approval nor rejects others' presence. It neither pulls towards nor pushes away. It has a reverent attitude towards life and all its inhabitants.” ― Donna Goddard, The Love of Devotion … Continue reading Sunday Check-in; 8-14-16
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