Today, i decided to skip an activity that i usually do and spend some time taking care of tasks i haven't done and just some general self-care. By not doing the thing i usually do, i feel like i'm letting other people down, and that doesn't feel good. At the same time, i think maybe … Continue reading How do i know?
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Fiction
So i finished the Masters of the Castle boxed set, When the Gavel Falls, and enjoyed it way too much. i think it's like eating candy, i probably overindulged - and isn't that a theme for me anyhow? Yeah. Since i learned so much from that experience, i decided i should buy more of the … Continue reading Fiction
In Real Life
In real life, i don't have a Dom who's going to oversee my use - or overuse - of social media. I don't have a Dom who will help me work through my obsessive talking myself out of trying things where i might fail. i don't have a Dom to reset me with a spanking. … Continue reading In Real Life
Pure Escapism
Last night, when i could have been writing a blog post, or doing a lot of other things, i was reading a new book instead. And i have no regrets. i was going to buy Punishing Portia, which i first heard about on Leather Cuffs and Silken Bonds. i've been reluctant to buy seriously erotic material … Continue reading Pure Escapism
Nails
Getting my nails done. Often a sensual experience so i'm working on relaxing into it. Its one of the self care things i enjoy but have neglected too often over the last year. I dated someone once who used to say he was going to come with me to watch sometime. There was something erotic … Continue reading Nails
No
"No." His voice is mild, but the word is clear. "No? But Sir - " He moves quickly, two steps forward, a hand in my hair right at the nape of my neck. He tilts my head back firmly, but still gentle, "No. You may not. Now, go stand in the corner. Pull your panties down … Continue reading No
(Not really a post)
Sometimes a big ole dose of reality just smacks you right in the face, and there's nothing you can do but take it. It may not be a kinky smack, or the kind of pain that submissive women like to feel, but there it is. i've gained almost 30 pounds since i've been in … Continue reading (Not really a post)
Third Day of Spring
At least i think it's the third day. No doubt that springtime makes it easier to get in touch with hope and a sense of new beginnings. i feel hopeful about silly things - that i'll go through every single pile of papers in my house and sort and organize them all, for example. … Continue reading Third Day of Spring
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