...there is plenty to worry about, but i don't actually have to worry about any of it. i am not really sure i want to have sex with some stranger. i mean, why can't Sir just keep being the way he is now? But i don't have to worry about it. We'll figure it out. … Continue reading The Good News Is…
Author: olivia
Don’t Laugh…
Sir is running a bit amok. Serious, sustained playtime two days in a row, sudden 24-7 protocols (mild, but still) and ongoing conversation about Sir John, our possible potential play partner. He has ordered a bunch of toys and things online for me - an outfit of some sort, panties, a "comfortable blindfold" and a … Continue reading Don’t Laugh…
Not an Anomaly?
Yesterday, he told me i need to show him more respect, and i should call him Sir when we're alone. A couple of weeks ago, i would have felt indignant and scoffed at the idea. But already it seems quite reasonable. How quickly this submissive spirit falls into line! (And that makes me smile.) So … Continue reading Not an Anomaly?
Moving Forward
Sir (formerly known as MP) has taken to heart my suggestion that he put his skills in research and problem solving into our relationship, and i'm reaping the benefits. i know, i know, i got all excited before and then it fizzled and it hurt so bad. But vulnerability is the key to happiness, isn't … Continue reading Moving Forward
Things Get Complicated
So, MP is actually actively looking for a third for us, and discovering a bit of his own libido returning. We'll see. However. When i gave him my olivia address - so a possible potential play partner (pppp) could email me - he googled it (MP did) and found the blog. Which i don't want … Continue reading Things Get Complicated
So
So i'm in a relationship that is wearing me down, wearing me out. I need so many things I'm not getting. I don't think he's going to do anything to change any of the way things are. All that crap about how he was going to find someone else as part of our relationship? Three … Continue reading So
The Great Cookie Extravaganza “Not Cookies” Treat
It's BACK and i'm so glad to be participating in Jz's Great Cookie Extravaganza! i'm not much of a baker, or a cook for that matter, but even i can come up with a little something for the holidays! This easy recipe makes a great gift for the "hard-to-buy-for" people on my list, and is … Continue reading The Great Cookie Extravaganza “Not Cookies” Treat
Damnit
So that last post i did? Ok, the author of the book i was quoting is in prison. He was apparently already a registered sex offender. And now he's in prison for bringing a 17 year old into his household - across state lines - and having sex with her. He's 59. Fuck me running. … Continue reading Damnit
Musing
i saw on someone's blog (i'm sorry, don't remember whose) that she was having trouble being submissive after the election - that she thinks this is a time to be strong. And i thought ~~ yes, oh, yes ~~ and ~~ being submissive is strong. Being submissive makes us stronger. i think. Doesn't it? But … Continue reading Musing
Cookie Time!
On Wednesday, December 7, Jz at A Reluctant Bitch will once again host the: Great Online Cookie Exchange Extravaganza If you want to participate, you need to let Jz know by December 5. If you let Jz know, then you just post a recipe on December 7 for your cookies - or candy - or … Continue reading Cookie Time!
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