For a moment, i'm lost in remembering last night, the stories i had to read, and my longing to feel connected to Master. And then the memory fades, i'm back in the present, kneeling in front of him. The crop and a paddle, that's what he wants. And i can feel it now, the longing … Continue reading The Punishment – Part IV
Author: olivia
In my life
If we were once all hunters and gatherers, then you would think of me as a gatherer. Hunters have a sharp focus and head out into the world with the intent of bagging a lion - or whatever prize they want. A lion or a good deal on a car or a big promotion … Continue reading In my life
The Punishment – Part III
Fifth day of spring
Good morning! It's a beautiful day in the neighborhood, a beautiful day... sorry. But it is. i'm not in my neighborhood, i'm Somewhere-far-away, but i'm headed home and that's always nice. Here are some fun things for today. i like blueberries a lot, but i had no idea there were orgasmic ones! And for only … Continue reading Fifth day of spring
The Punishment – Part II
It doesn't take me long to find my willingness. All i have to do is remember the night before. He had walked up behind me as i was playing on my computer. "What are you doing?" he asks, his voice deceptively mild. i shut the window. Quickly. Don't want him to see that i'm on … Continue reading The Punishment – Part II
Third Day of Spring
At least i think it's the third day. No doubt that springtime makes it easier to get in touch with hope and a sense of new beginnings. i feel hopeful about silly things - that i'll go through every single pile of papers in my house and sort and organize them all, for example. … Continue reading Third Day of Spring
The Punishment
In my fantasy, i'm kneeling. Hands resting lightly on my thighs, palms up. Thighs slightly parted. i keep my eyes lowered. At other times, we might be equals, laughing together. Not now. Now, i am forbidden to look him in the eye without permission. i am naked, except for the collar and cuffs. i … Continue reading The Punishment
A Story
i may have told you this story before. If you've already heard it, don't feel like you need to hear it again. Once upon a time, a long time ago, there was a Dom i knew. We'll call him Burford. He was gruff and mean, but not really. Really he was sweet and sensitive and i … Continue reading A Story
Second day of spring
Today, i exercised. i'm wearing clothes i like. Having a hard boiled egg for breakfast, salad for lunch. Today, i will do some mindfulness during the day. I will shut down facebook while i'm working, only checking it when i take a break. i will do either some yoga stretches or some mindful movement at … Continue reading Second day of spring
Here i am
Starting over, once again. i don't even look submissive here, do i? But i am. Trust me, i really am. i don't know what i'm going to do here. Fantasy maybe. We'll see. I know I've been on a 2 year decline in self-care and how i treat myself, in terms of being submissive and … Continue reading Here i am
Olivia 