i went for a walk yesterday, and the day before, which was really nice. There's a park not too far away - ok, i have to drive to it - but it's really nice. And i played some music. This: (Sacred Spirit Drums; David and Steve Gordon) And this: (Squeeze Box; The Who) And … Continue reading Sunday Check-in 4-23-16
Author: olivia
Stop that
"Stop that," he says. "What?" i look innocent, sound innocent, but i totally know what he's talking about. "THAT," he says, taking my phone out of my hand. "You have been on there for at least an hour now. Are you doing anything besides Facebook?" "Um, actually, um, no, no, Sir. " "I thought you … Continue reading Stop that
Insatiable
i was thinking tonight - i had a hard day at work, hard in ways that my job is not usually difficult - and had been feeling a bit overwhelmed and wanting support - and i was thinking that it would be nice if My Partner (MP) responded to text messages with more than one … Continue reading Insatiable
Letting go
"In the corner. Now." i would rather not, but i would also rather not get caned tonight, so i move quickly. Ok, it might take me a minute to get off my knees, i don't do that as fast as i once could, but having gotten to my feet, i move quickly. i am already … Continue reading Letting go
Long ago
Long ago and faraway when we went to bed he would wrap himself around me from the back and i would snuggle my butt up against his cock and sometimes he would play with my nipples making me squirm just because he could and then he'd go to sleep. Still wrapped around me. Long ago … Continue reading Long ago
Don’t Do It Again
"Don't do it again," he says, and the gleam in his eyes says he means it. i'm laughing, but a little anxious, watching him closely. He is walking around me again, and i have to resist the temptation to turn. Not to turn my body, nor my head, to follow his movement. He slaps the … Continue reading Don’t Do It Again
Check-in April 17
Today, i will be finishing my taxes. Well, finishing the necessary forms to file them that is. This is the latest I've been in a long time. I was thinking the week had been a dismal failure, and then i remembered about the goals i set. i thought that was a week ago, but it … Continue reading Check-in April 17
Change?
I I got a message on fetlife, on another profile i used to have, from someone who says he's a Dom and wants to chat. He's married, his wife is not into BDSM. I'm curious. I don't think anything will "come of it," but nice to make a new friend. i am debating whether or … Continue reading Change?
Yesterday
Yesterday, i paid a few dollars to spend 45 minutes in a quiet place, looking at fake stars on the ceiling, listening to piped in New Age music. Reclining in a comfy chair, tucked in with a blanket over me, i just breathed. i was aware of my body, and sensations in my hands, my … Continue reading Yesterday
Tired
i'm tired - and this is real life, not a story. If it were a story, someone would help me manage my time. And there would be spankings involved. Perhaps orgasms even. But i digress. This is just me, feeling tired. It's been a long week - and it's only Wednesday. Another long day to … Continue reading Tired
Olivia 