Sir’s inner sadist has been awakened. Today is Maintenance Day. Before our time together, Sir sends me an email with an outline of what to expect that evening. I do appreciate that. So part of the email for today included this:
Tonight’s All You Can Eat menu will be
Appetizers-
Wooden spoon
Lighter flogger
Riding crop
Main courses-
Training crop
Tawse
Black belt
For dessert-a light portion
the round Paddle
Yes, that list does include Tawse. This is one of his newer toys. I am a little freaked by it, but he’s super nonchalant about it. Of course. He’s not the one that’s going to experience it!
In fact, overall, he is quite pleased with himself. I am reminding myself that we are probably not going to have everything on the menu, right? Although – he did say it was a 7 course meal. Yikes.
The truth is, um, I’m excited about it. And just a touch embarrassed that it excites me. But I know he won’t harm me. And even if it’s a lot, I will feel so good afterwards… It meets my needs and fills me in a way I never thought would happen, and that feels amazing.
Olivia 
YAY!
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Thanks, David!! 💜
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Am so happy for you
He’s a lucky Sir to have someone as lovely and such wonderful toys to share with her.
Wishing you glorious soreness for the morning
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Thanks for sharing my happiness! And for the kind words and good wishes! 💜
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I read the word “tawse” and my tummy filled with butterflies! I dread that particular implement. Ours is rather unassuming but when my husband has applied it to my backside…yikes! It is both thuddy and stingy for something made of leather. Looking forward to reading about your first experience with it 🙂 XOXO
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Yeah, I felt that way about the word tawse too, just from everything I’ve read about it. You’re right it is both thuddy and stingy, which is quite a feat. He really didn’t try to hurt me much, so that was good! 💜
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Oh my, that is quite a menu. Can you ask for a doggie bag? LoL. Love the sound of this. Your Sir is definitely re-discovering his inner Dom
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Lol at can I ask for a doggie bag. Um, no. But it is amazing to me how much he’s stepping into this. I love it! 💜
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I loved your remark about his nonchalance! It is so typical of Tops no matter their gender and is only mitigated if they switch……which not all of them do. LOL Take comfort in:
1: you’ll love it
2: he needs you as a very essential half of the defining equation.
3: as much as you appreciate the attention…….imagine his frustration without you to submit to his whims!
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It is typical of Tops! And you’re right. Those are good things to take comfort in. He definitely needs me in the equation! Thanks! 💜
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Oh ‘we’ have the first and a version of the 3rd implement in B’s arsenal. Er., that is to say, they have featured frequently in the chef’s Table d’tote . I have several friends who own the Bass Pro Paddle. Seems to be popular In American cuisine 🤣
I am the opposite – I don’t like to know what is heading my way.
This is not because of fear or trepidation, I just tend to preprocess things or come to conclusions that may or may not be? Not sure how to word it. Regardless-it makes things more challenging for both of us if I know ahead of time.
So on that note, I hope last night did not disappoint. Hopefully your recent personal discoveries allowed your maintenance to that much more effective mentally and emotionally.
💕willie
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