{This story starts here. This is the toy my Sir and I selected: The LOVENSE Dolce Remote Control Vibrator, Clitoris & G-spot Vibrating Sex Toy | Adult Sex Toys & Games, Long Distance, 10 Vibration Patterns,…} We have play time the next day. I am nervous and excited in equal measures. There is some fumbling … Continue reading A Brand New Toy – Part 2
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A Brand New Toy
It was just a whim. Long distance remote toys. I knew they were out there. But exactly what did 'long distance' mean? Would it work from the other room? Another city? Would it really work from one continent to another? My Sir was interested, I was interested. I was tasked with the research - which … Continue reading A Brand New Toy
A Sampler of This Life
I just realized it's been almost a month since I posted anything here. It's not that things aren't happening here. They are. In my vanilla life and in my submissive life. Little things, big things, all kinds of things. Here's a sampler of the kinds of things happening: I got a message from some Dom … Continue reading A Sampler of This Life
The Ritual – Release
I am sitting on the deck of this lovely air bnb overlooking the river. Watching large commercial ships, a steamboat full of tourists, and little motorboats blasting music parade by me. Walkers and joggers too, on the walkway, never more than a few at a time. The street lights illuminate them, and I am hidden … Continue reading The Ritual – Release
The Ritual – Enactment
{The first part of this story is here.} I begin with the wooden spoon, tapping lightly at first, then not so lightly, covering all of my bottom, even the sit spots. I have been given very clear directions: this should be a thorough warm up, but not last too long. When I begin to feel … Continue reading The Ritual – Enactment
The Ritual – Preparation
I bathe first, washing and rinsing myself with care. Trying to stay focused, not to think about what comes next. The implements are already laid out on the bed. The wooden spoon, the hanger, the belt, the tawse. And the dildo, the little pink vibrating dildo. He is not here, but he has given me … Continue reading The Ritual – Preparation
I Can’t Tell You
Sometimes, I spill all my secrets, tell all my stories. Sometimes, I hold them tight inside, barely voicing them to myself. I share the sting of the hanger. "Two sets of twelve," he says, "On both sides." I bring you with me for the whoosh of the belt, landing with a firm whack, leaving a … Continue reading I Can’t Tell You
Parking at Archery Camp
I'd been home about a week before I started feeling a longing for more kink. Or for spankings. To feel more of my Sir's control. Yes, I have still have all my rules and protocols and lots of connection with my Sir. And I just needed alone time for another spanking. I know, that might … Continue reading Parking at Archery Camp
The Adventure: Reconnecting…
This was an adventure I didn't want. A trip to visit MP's relatives near Where-We-Used-to-Live to celebrate his daughter's graduation. Two days of driving the mobility van to spend three days there (in two different small towns) and two days of driving home. His family is fine, they're good people, we like each other. And … Continue reading The Adventure: Reconnecting…
Deepening
I’ve been struggling to write about my recent experiences with my Sir. I don’t know exactly why I’m struggling. There are some things between us that are too private to share, but there are others that aren’t. But there’s not a lot of ups and downs or difficulty. And I’m not sure you want to … Continue reading Deepening
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