I had a dream last night. Not the Dr. Martin Luther King kind of dream either. Nope. I’ve already forgotten big parts of it, but what sticks with me is that we had water in the basement and rats in the backyard. Big black and white rats that were looking up at me when I looked out the back door. I guess they actually were too furry to look like real rats, but you know how dreams are.
There was lots of other stuff going on in this dream, people coming and going, children, and more. But it’s gotten too vague to put words to. I was mostly just relieved to wake up and remember we don’t have a basement to get water in and there are no rats in our backyard. Certainly not ones that look at me as I stand at the back door! Shudder… not in a good way.
Anyhow. Checking in now.
- Step count average: 6,020 Range: 4,550 – 7,260
- Glucose: 129 – 144
- Sleep avg: 6 hrs, 48 min
- Weight: 164.4 (today. But I did see 163.8 one time this week)
Other than that, I’m just kind of wandering around life, trying to figure out where I am and where I’m going. I have been re-reading the Masters of the Castle series, which is a blast, so there’s that.
And – here’s the water in the basement and the rats in the backyard – I’m not doing better promoting my business. And there are some changes ahead of me in the next few months that make it more important that I do. And I feel less and less confident every day that I can do it, less confident that I actually have anything worth while to offer. So that’s where I’m at today. Sigh.