Shygirl wrote a lovely post about being sleepy - you may want to read it here, because she says it so well. All i could think was, "Oh! Me too!!" i don't know why i'm so tired - i'm even waking up kind of tired, even when i get up at my normal time. i … Continue reading Too Tired
BDSM
Goals?
"How much did you get done today?" His voice is gentle, not demanding at all, but i cringe. "Um, i did the dishes and laundry and made the bed, and i even straightened up part of the utility room." Despite myself, my voice goes up in question at the end of that sentence. Is that … Continue reading Goals?
On your knees
"On your knees," he says. i do it quickly. There has been talk lately of a training school, an idea that alternately excites and terrifies me - or maybe that's the same thing. But the thought inspires me to quick obedience. Besides, i love to kneel at his feet. He is naked under his robe, … Continue reading On your knees
Thinking…
i was wondering today when and how i began to think of myself as unfocused and disorganized. No, wait, that's not quite right, but i began to think of myself as "not focused enough," and "not organized enough." i think that i've been missing the point. i can be super focused and super organized ~ when … Continue reading Thinking…
Here
"Here." He snaps his fingers and points to the floor at his feet. "Crawl," he says, with a hint of a smile. i hesitate - just for a moment - but crawl? Alan and Mindy are here! It's bad enough that i'm naked, and the only one naked. Although, Mindy is barely dressed. Still, a … Continue reading Here
Sunday Check-in 4-23-16
i went for a walk yesterday, and the day before, which was really nice. There's a park not too far away - ok, i have to drive to it - but it's really nice. And i played some music. This: (Sacred Spirit Drums; David and Steve Gordon) And this: (Squeeze Box; The Who) And … Continue reading Sunday Check-in 4-23-16
Stop that
"Stop that," he says. "What?" i look innocent, sound innocent, but i totally know what he's talking about. "THAT," he says, taking my phone out of my hand. "You have been on there for at least an hour now. Are you doing anything besides Facebook?" "Um, actually, um, no, no, Sir. " "I thought you … Continue reading Stop that
Insatiable
i was thinking tonight - i had a hard day at work, hard in ways that my job is not usually difficult - and had been feeling a bit overwhelmed and wanting support - and i was thinking that it would be nice if My Partner (MP) responded to text messages with more than one … Continue reading Insatiable
Letting go
"In the corner. Now." i would rather not, but i would also rather not get caned tonight, so i move quickly. Ok, it might take me a minute to get off my knees, i don't do that as fast as i once could, but having gotten to my feet, i move quickly. i am already … Continue reading Letting go
Long ago
Long ago and faraway when we went to bed he would wrap himself around me from the back and i would snuggle my butt up against his cock and sometimes he would play with my nipples making me squirm just because he could and then he'd go to sleep. Still wrapped around me. Long ago … Continue reading Long ago
Olivia 