... i have 999 hits on this blog. i think that's pretty cool. Thanks, y'all. “And there are never really endings, happy or otherwise. Things keep going on, they overlap and blur, your story is part of your sister's story is part of many other stories, and there is no telling where any … Continue reading In Other News…
How do i know?
Today, i decided to skip an activity that i usually do and spend some time taking care of tasks i haven't done and just some general self-care. By not doing the thing i usually do, i feel like i'm letting other people down, and that doesn't feel good. At the same time, i think maybe … Continue reading How do i know?
Fiction
So i finished the Masters of the Castle boxed set, When the Gavel Falls, and enjoyed it way too much. i think it's like eating candy, i probably overindulged - and isn't that a theme for me anyhow? Yeah. Since i learned so much from that experience, i decided i should buy more of the … Continue reading Fiction
In Real Life
In real life, i don't have a Dom who's going to oversee my use - or overuse - of social media. I don't have a Dom who will help me work through my obsessive talking myself out of trying things where i might fail. i don't have a Dom to reset me with a spanking. … Continue reading In Real Life
The Punishment – Part VI
In a heap at his feet, resting my head against his thigh, i am content. The punishment is complete, and i have managed to bring him to orgasm with my mouth. He strokes my head, "Good girl." i'm almost purring with satisfaction, although i haven't been allowed to have an orgasm myself. It's painful when … Continue reading The Punishment – Part VI
The Sacred Feminine
Walking with the goddess... the path of the sacred feminine... these ideas touch me deeply. i love the feeling it gives me to think in those terms. This article, for example, really resonates with me.And while submission is a way to access the sacred feminine, lacking the opportunity to practice that with a dominant, i seek … Continue reading The Sacred Feminine
Pure Escapism
Last night, when i could have been writing a blog post, or doing a lot of other things, i was reading a new book instead. And i have no regrets. i was going to buy Punishing Portia, which i first heard about on Leather Cuffs and Silken Bonds. i've been reluctant to buy seriously erotic material … Continue reading Pure Escapism
Check-in 4-3-16
i haven't met my goals yet. i know, that's a shock, right? Just kidding, of course i haven't. i haven't even really set goals yet. It hasn't even been 2 weeks since i decided to change my life in some radical ways. i was prepared to come over here and yell at myself for not … Continue reading Check-in 4-3-16
From a Dark Place
i had been asleep, but i wake up quickly. The woman, whose presence i've gotten used to, leads me to the bathroom, and when i am finished there, she nods for me to sit at the table. She gives me the one cup of coffee i am allowed, and one hard-boiled egg, watching patiently while i eat. … Continue reading From a Dark Place
Nails
Getting my nails done. Often a sensual experience so i'm working on relaxing into it. Its one of the self care things i enjoy but have neglected too often over the last year. I dated someone once who used to say he was going to come with me to watch sometime. There was something erotic … Continue reading Nails
Olivia 