"Maybe i'm not even submissive," i say with a sigh. He glances up from his dinner, "You've been reading other people's blogs again, haven't you?" i giggle, he knows me so well. "Maybe. Ok, yes." He nods. "Come here." i hesitate - i haven't finished eating either. "Bring me your plate," he says, noticing the … Continue reading Maybe i’m not
Dom Magic
So many thoughts…
i found a blog that turned the heat up on a bunch of ideas that have been simmering on a back burner for a long time. i'll link to it as soon as the owner lets me know he's ok with that. He is clearly on a mission, and it's important to me to make sure … Continue reading So many thoughts…
Sorted Out
"What's wrong?" he asks. "Oh, nothing, really," i say with a sigh. He raises that one eyebrow, damn it, and i quickly correct myself. "i don't know - no, really, i'm just out of sorts." "Feeling bad?" "Tired. A little bit overwhelmed. Just - you know. Out of sorts." "Sounds like you need to be … Continue reading Sorted Out
Stop that
"Stop that," he says. "What?" i look innocent, sound innocent, but i totally know what he's talking about. "THAT," he says, taking my phone out of my hand. "You have been on there for at least an hour now. Are you doing anything besides Facebook?" "Um, actually, um, no, no, Sir. " "I thought you … Continue reading Stop that
Letting go
"In the corner. Now." i would rather not, but i would also rather not get caned tonight, so i move quickly. Ok, it might take me a minute to get off my knees, i don't do that as fast as i once could, but having gotten to my feet, i move quickly. i am already … Continue reading Letting go
Tired
i'm tired - and this is real life, not a story. If it were a story, someone would help me manage my time. And there would be spankings involved. Perhaps orgasms even. But i digress. This is just me, feeling tired. It's been a long week - and it's only Wednesday. Another long day to … Continue reading Tired
What i Don’t Like
i don't like non-consensual sex or non-consensual spanking in my BDSM books. Well, wait, sometimes i do. Like Story of O or the Gorean slave books or Barbary Revenge, then yeah, it's fine. The whole thing is pretty non-consensual from start to finish, so that's like a particular genre. But in some supposedly romantic, kind of … Continue reading What i Don’t Like
The Magic of Doms
i was chatting - emailing actually - with a Dom who's an old friend. He's the one that recommended i read Barbary Revenge, and i was feeling some angst about it. It is soooo non-consensual and still so hot and i love it and hate that i love it and what's wrong with me that i … Continue reading The Magic of Doms
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