No matter what else may be bothering me, a trip to the ocean will always leave me calm and feeling better able to face those challenges. I know that sounds incredibly corny, but it is just true When I woke up this morning, I almost decided to sleep a little more instead of driving down … Continue reading A Mess, but Not a Failure
Author: olivia
It’s Official
i am kind of a mess. i missed a work meeting this morning because I had confused the meeting with another meeting which is tomorrow. And - at the same time - i missed a coffee conversation with a woman that I was introduced to on-line who lives here. We were supposed to meet last … Continue reading It’s Official
Touch
It's been a long time since i've been touched in a sexual or kinky way. Years. i guess if someone did, i might spontaneously combust and just go up in flames. i ran across this quote today and it made me smile: “So she thoroughly taught him that one cannot take pleasure without giving pleasure, … Continue reading Touch
Stirring the Pot
I forgot. Coming here really stirs the pot of my feelings. I've been fine these last few months. Fine, I say. Now i'm reading kinky blogs about spanking and getting turned on. i'm reading old blog posts and longing for days gone by. i'm beginning to write fantasies in my head. Sigh. i'm not going … Continue reading Stirring the Pot
Lunch with Friends
It happened! I got to meet jade in real life! AND Sir Raven. It was pretty amazingly cool. I felt so comfortable with them, it was like I'd met them before, like we'd had lunch together a bunch of times. Jade is cute and funny and alternately strokes and pokes Sir Raven in a … Continue reading Lunch with Friends
Lazy Sunday Morning
It's a beautiful day and I'm just waiting to hear from Jade. Drinking a latte, chilling. Good times ahead. Also, chatting with someone on fetlife. He's a bit older than i am, which is nice, and married, which i don't think i care about. Super casual conversation, but kind of fun. And for your reading … Continue reading Lazy Sunday Morning
Ella’s Meme
Ella's Meme 1.Name a tender song that can almost make you cry. There are some old ballads - particularly one that I think is called "Jack of Diamonds" What is your favorite shade of lipstick? What about nail polish? If you do not wear lipstick or polish, what do you like or dislike about the … Continue reading Ella’s Meme
This Weekend
I have not been here in months. And that's ok. I've been busy. Moving. Working on smashing the patriarchy. And now - here i am again. Back this time because i'm super excited that i'm going to meet the lovely and charming Jade and her Master, Sir Raven. How cool is that? I'm traveling Saturday … Continue reading This Weekend
A Quote – or Two
“Kizzy wanted to be a woman who would dive off the prow of a sailboat into the sea, who would fall back in a tangle of sheets, laughing, and who could dance a tango, lazily stroke a leopard with her bare foot, freeze an enemy's blood with her eyes, make promises she couldn't possibly keep, … Continue reading A Quote – or Two
Only Two-Thirds
So if my work issues are kind of becoming resolved - which they might be - and if i can take advantage of the opportunity to work through my issues - even knowing that the organization is also fucked up - rather than leaving, then only about 2/3rds of my life is still out of synch … Continue reading Only Two-Thirds
Olivia 