“She did not know yet how sometimes people keep parts of themselves hidden and secret, sometimes wicked and unkind parts, but often brave or wild or colorful parts, cunning or powerful or even marvelous, beautiful parts, just locked up away at the bottom of their hearts. They do this because they are afraid of the … Continue reading Definitely This
Author: olivia
Yet Another One of Those Lists (OoTL)
1. What was the last thing you put in your mouth? Tea. Licorice spice, my current favorite. 2. Where was your profile photo taken? Which one? For FB, at dinner with MP last Thanksgiving 3. Worst physical pain you've experienced? Toothache. Or childbirth. One of the two for sure. 4. Favorite place you have been. … Continue reading Yet Another One of Those Lists (OoTL)
Not in a Panic
I had some correspondence with an old Dom friend recently, which is always a pleasure. After a few pleasantries, he said: I suppose you would still be pissed at me if I said again you are too competent for your s self? Those words - about being too competent - usually he says too competent … Continue reading Not in a Panic
Meditation Bench
This is very much like the kneeling bench i used at the Buddhist meditation group i went to today. It was amazing that i was able to kneel without difficulty for about 45 minutes. It made me smile a little bit to remember all the times i've talked about wanting to try one of these … Continue reading Meditation Bench
Thoughts 10-1
i've had a little piece of a fantasy. My Dom (in the fantasy) punishes me for breaking the rules about speech by putting a clothes pin on my tongue. i am fascinated by the image and by imagining the feel of it. No, we do not have a clothespin this i can try to discover … Continue reading Thoughts 10-1
Just a Story
i dreamt last night (this part is true) that i was with two men - maybe having coffee with them. They were Doms but didn't know i was submissive. Then one of them asked me, "Well, if you know about BDSM, do you have a role? What are you in that world?" And i felt … Continue reading Just a Story
Get Things Done
The view from my "office", aka the living room, is lovely this morning. Pale pink streaking the sky, framed by the trees and rooftops. i have finally gotten our screened in porch cleaned up enough that i will be able to sit out there and enjoy it, especially as the weather gets cooler. i have … Continue reading Get Things Done
The Problem Today…
i am really just using this blog as a journal so pay no attention to my bitching and moaning. There are things i need to say that i choose not to say to those around me in real life. This is one of them: The constant presence of other people is really hard. They randomly … Continue reading The Problem Today…
Is It Night Time?
It might be. Night time, that is. I'm super sleepy. And while i don't have to post today, i hate to interrupt the flow of writing something every day. i made travel arrangements today for my adventure in December, and am super excited about that. That trip will also open the door to possibly meeting … Continue reading Is It Night Time?
One of those lists… and a Quote
Found this on FB and thought it was fun. Marriages - 2 Proposals - 2 Divorces - 2 Surgeries - 0 Tattoos - 0 Piercings - ears only, 1 time Ever shot a gun - yes, more than once Quit a job - yes, a bunch of jobs - never been fired Been on TV … Continue reading One of those lists… and a Quote
Olivia 