Happy Friday! I am going home today, and ready to be there, I think. These few days on retreat, i've tried not to get too attached to outcome. So i haven't been born again or made new while i was here, and that's ok too. i think it's been a "Middle Way" kind of retreat. … Continue reading FFF – 9-14-18
Author: olivia
On Retreat
I’m taking a couple of days off to myself this week. Staying at a wonderful retreat center on the river. Here’s the sunrise. Last night, I had turned off all the lights and was lying in bed playing with my massager. Suddenly, the kitchen light came on. Yes, out of the blue, kitchen light was … Continue reading On Retreat
Weird Dream
So i had this dream the other night. We had just bought a house (not sure who "we" was, but anyhow.) It was huge. It was so big that after I moved in, I realized there were whole parts of it that I hadn't even seen. So I started wandering around trying to find out … Continue reading Weird Dream
FFF – 9-7
It's Friday again - i have no idea where the week has gone. Or maybe i do since I've been babysitting my grands since Tuesday, which has been lots of fun, and very demanding. Um, as you parents of little ones already know. Six year old and a three year old. Of course, they're at … Continue reading FFF – 9-7
FFF – 8-31 – and Some Random Memories
7,433. That's my average step count for the last 7 days. That makes me feel pretty good. My days are full and the weeks fly by. We missed date night and play time last week - I was out of town and came back late-ish Friday. We plan to make up for it tonight. Jz … Continue reading FFF – 8-31 – and Some Random Memories
FFF 8-24 (on Saturday)
I was traveling yesterday and barely realized it was Friday or I might have gotten my FFF done. But that's ok, because GUESS WHAT!! I have a new number on the scale this morning. 155.8 That's right. One - Five - Five. Ok, it's point 8, but still. That's 20 pounds less than 175, which … Continue reading FFF 8-24 (on Saturday)
Breathing Again
So Friday night, on the way home from date night, i might have fallen asleep in the car. Sir didn't realize i was asleep and went in the house without me. Twenty minutes later, he's back - "Are you asleep?!! Wake up!! Come on in here right now." Lol, um, yes, Sir, as I stumbled … Continue reading Breathing Again
FFF – 8-17-18
Just popping in so quickly - I've seen 157 and for 1 hot second, I saw 156.6 on the scale. Of course, I could have been hallucinating. But I think it's on the way. Like frigging Xmas. I have no time, y'all, and not much energy. Physically and emotionally drained. Nothing wrong, in fact, things … Continue reading FFF – 8-17-18
FFF – 8-10-18
Here we go... reporting in. Step count average was 5,341 - which is worse than last week, but not an all-time low. Weight range is about the same, although I've actually seen a 157.something a few times. I've been doing better on not over eating at night. I've been working on emptying boxes in the … Continue reading FFF – 8-10-18
One-Mindful
I've been thinking about re-finding myself ("What? Again?" you say.) Yes, again. There was the whole re-finding my kinky self, which is doing pretty well these days. Now i need to re-find my work self. And maybe my everything else self too. And recognize that it's just an ongoing process. I don't get to do … Continue reading One-Mindful
Olivia 