i imagine (7)

i'm still reeling from the spanking, and have fallen deep into that submissive space where i can no longer think straight, or really think at all.  i'm desperately longing for more touch, but i also want desperately to please Sir Martin. So when he says, "I'll ask you again.  In terms of what you need … Continue reading i imagine (7)

i imagine (6)

"Oh," i'm so relieved, i know the answer to this question.  "i come here because of all that other stuff!  The yoga and meditation classes and the support group, even the foreced gardening."  i laugh at the thought of my pathetic gardening skills. "i love submission, but no, i wouldn't come here just for that.  i'm … Continue reading i imagine (6)

i imagine (4)

My heart is racing; my mouth is dry.  Being asked for my opinion like this is as bad as having to cut my own switch - almost a punishment in itself. Sir Martin waits, head cocked, smiling slightly, as if he's just interested in my answer. At last, i say, "Of course, Sir, the correct … Continue reading i imagine (4)

I imagine (3)

i hear the door open behind me, but still i wait.  i breathe and let the discomfort roll through me and away.  This is where i'm supposed to be, and the way i'm supposed to wait.  There is no need to feel embarrassed. "This is Olivia."  It's David's voice. "Very nice."  A voice i don't know, … Continue reading I imagine (3)

i imagine (2)

The last passenger is a man.    An older man, but he is jogging effortlessly, and almost bounds up the steps, small suitcase in hand.  Not bad looking, just a bit scruffy, intense eyes, kind of the type i like.  Not that it matters, for all i know, he's submissive. Jamie waits til the new … Continue reading i imagine (2)

An Open Mind

'What's on your mind?" he asks. Deep in thought, i say, "Nothing, really," but then i hear what i've said and see his face, eyebrows raised.  My eyes widen, and i swallow hard, wishing i could take those careless words back. It is, of course, too late.  "That's ten," he says casually.  "With the crop … Continue reading An Open Mind