So. Do you know Pema Chodron? I LOVE her. She says so many wise things. “We think that the point is to pass the test or overcome the problem, but the truth is that things don't really get solved. They come together and they fall apart. Then they come together again and fall apart again. … Continue reading Plot Twist
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Omigoodness
Was it last week that I was exhausted from child care? Or the week before? Who knows, who cares... this week I'm exhausted from doing my own work. Um, "this week?" It's Monday, for goodness sake. But I've worked about 16 hours today - took breaks for lunch, dinner, and to do a bit of … Continue reading Omigoodness
First Sir?
Once upon a time, in a different life, there was a Dom named First Sir. Ok, that wasn't his real name, that was just what I called him on my blog. And not even that at first - at first, I just called him Sir, as if he would always be my Sir. I started … Continue reading First Sir?
It’s My Birthday
Yep, much celebration here. And I'm posting this really early. If you missed my Massage II, and you wanted more of that fantasy, go back a post... but if you came for the party, let's get started. Well, wait, maybe not really. I've got a super busy work day today - a presentation at a … Continue reading It’s My Birthday
What Would You Think?
What would you think if my girl on the massage table just fell asleep next? No, of course that’s not what happens, that would be ridiculous. But it does reflect my state of mind tonight and why I’m not writing more of it. I babysat again this evening. My grands are lovely, delightful children and … Continue reading What Would You Think?
The Massage
Lying on the table, she smiled as the hands on her calves massaged firmly, the scented oil warming her skin. She had never imagined herself in this situation, but so far it was lovely. The hands continued to work their way up her thighs slowly, and she moaned. “You like that?” It was her lover’s … Continue reading The Massage
An Audio Book Night
"Come here," he said. And she did. Last night and the strapping she had received still fresh on her mind, ass still a bit tender, she came right away. She knelt at his feet and waited attentively. He watched her for a minute, maybe two, half smiling. Then, "I thought we'd listen to another chapter … Continue reading An Audio Book Night
A Whole Lotta Resentment
"Come here," he said. Reluctantly, she glanced up from what she was doing. "What?" When he didn't answer right away, she added, "I'm trying to clean this up. What do you need?" Silence. So she looked up again. He was looking at her, he didn't look angry, but she was suddenly aware that he had … Continue reading A Whole Lotta Resentment
And Now This…
This morning... It was a beautiful day for a walk on the beach. I sat at the picnic table on the pier and worked on the Self-Compassion Mindful workbook that I had been half-assing. Came up with my personal metta prayer, which was kind of cool. Then I had lunch at my favorite coffee shop. … Continue reading And Now This…
Tonight’s the Night!
https://youtu.be/IZr6AE-u2UM No. Not that kind of night. Although - this song and Rod Stewart always kind of turned me on. Nowadays, the song doesn't have quite as much appeal. Omg, in fact, now he reminds me of the kind of guy who talks about how great it's going to be and then it turns out … Continue reading Tonight’s the Night!
Olivia 