That's what I feel like right now. Once again, I can sense the possibilities of the universe - or at least some possibilities for me. I am connecting with a community that understands trauma. I guess that sounds weird. But a truly trauma-informed setting can make us feel like we're being held gently, appreciated for … Continue reading Loading…

There have always been reasons I come back to post here. Used to be something kinky would be on my mind and this was the best place to share it. Today, it’s not anything kinky. But I found this picture on pixabay and fell in love with it. It needs some text on that blank … Continue reading Butterfly Banner

Melancholy is a lovely word, isn't it? The feeling is not so pleasant, but not terrible either, and if I'm going to feel melancholy, the beach is a good place to do it. Lonely. Lonely by default, I think. Not a great friend, I’m here when you reach out but I’ll let forever go by, … Continue reading Melancholy at the Beach

As you may know, I am a huge fan of Slave Shae. If you don't follow her already, you may want to. I've become a bit addicted to the series of posts she's doing with a theme of being shared with a Dom she doesn't know, one whom her Mistress has loaned her to. Addicted … Continue reading A Slave

So here’s a thing. Maya Angelou, I think, says, ”when someone shows you who they are, believe them the first time.” I’m not always so good at that, but once I finally get there, I’m there. I was also raised to believe you don’t talk about family problems in public. Sometimes, I adhere to that, … Continue reading Hard Truths

“Let us dance in the sun, wearing wild flowers in our hair…”― susan polis schutz I can’t say I celebrated today… I had a dentist appointment at 7 a.m. (just a cleaning, but still!) And clients til 8 p.m. With breaks, but still. I am a bit brain dead. I will have to celebrate another … Continue reading Happy Summer Solstice

Just popping in… I’m working a lot, but not too much. Not getting rich, but keeping the wolf from the door. Still moving every day, getting my steps in - not 10,000, but closer than I used to be. Progress, not perfection, right? In other news, I have a therapist I really, really like. He … Continue reading It’s me

I finally found a therapist - yay! - who is different from any therapist I’ve had before. I like him a lot so far. And I had a blinding flash of insight after our session today. Photo by takenbytablo on Pexels.com Ok, it was probably not actually that dramatic… but here it is. I feel … Continue reading Strange Thoughts

Nope, that wasn't my Dom. It's over before it began. All the fluttery thrills of yesterday are like dust in the wind. (Yes, that's also in a song. No, I'm not posting it here.) No, I don't know why. He sent one last, short, sharp message and disappeared. For a minute, I was thinking, "Wait, … Continue reading Nope

This post... Sometimes I know what I want to write and how I want to say it and it all falls into place. This is not one of those times. I started out thinking about my world spinning, as the world does, and how sometimes you can almost feel it turning. And I was going … Continue reading And the band played on…