I move in phases, I think. My needs ebb and flow like waves, but there are tides too, not just the roll of each wave. Like most introverts, I have a deep need for alone-ness - which I've indulged this week while MP was out of town. From that sense of being alone, the need … Continue reading The Need for Connection
And IRL
I am still chatting with some people on Fetlife. Not with the first guy who started a conversation, I think I scared him off. Lol, no really. He asked me a question. He wanted to know my opinion on the Dom/sub vs Master/slave distinction. In retrospect, I think he just wanted a short "people should … Continue reading And IRL
A Touch of Fantasy, Part 4
She curls herself in closer to him. On the floor at his feet, eyes closed, one arm on his leg, the other on the chair but pressed close to him. His body is warm, but the heat she had felt is wearing off. His hand is warm too, stroking her hair, and she tries to … Continue reading A Touch of Fantasy, Part 4
A Touch of Fantasy, Part 3
She kneels between his legs, hands behind her back, mouth slightly open, her eyes on his cock. He strokes it slowly, watching her. Her nipples are hard and he knows that she is wet and longing for his touch. She waits. The plug, still nestled snugly in her asshole, is just uncomfortable enough to remind … Continue reading A Touch of Fantasy, Part 3
A Touch of Fantasy, Part 2
“Yes, Sir,” she says, but she waits until he pats his leg before she moves. Then she stands, steps into position beside him, waits again. He lets her stand a minute, runs his hand down her arm, touches her hip, her thigh. His touch is so impersonal, “as if I were a horse,” she thinks. … Continue reading A Touch of Fantasy, Part 2
Current Mood
What goes up must come downSpinnin' wheel, got to go roundTalkin' 'bout your troubles, it's a cryin' sinRide a painted pony, let the spinnin' wheel spin https://youtu.be/SFEewD4EVwU A Touch of Fantasy "Come here," he says. "What?" She doesn't look up from the computer, finishing the email she's drafting. But when he doesn't respond, that gets … Continue reading Current Mood
Sunny Sunday
Several things made today lovely. Last night I decided that I wasn’t going to start working before 8 a.m. anymore. That might not seem like a big deal, or it might seem like something I should have done ages ago. But it felt good to get up today and know that I wasn’t going to … Continue reading Sunny Sunday
An Explanation
Not that I owe anyone an explanation, but after my last post, Duncan Lorry, over at Your Sex Interview was commenting on the "Caregivers who want to have sex" name of the Facebook group I just left. Lol, yes, that does sound bad. And of course that's not what the group calls itself, just my … Continue reading An Explanation
The Power of Fantasy
So, I left that group - the Caregivers Who Want to Have Sex group. Funniest thing, I tried to write some more of the fantasy, but it just didn't go anywhere good. I tried several approaches, but no matter what I did, it ended with an "ew," not an "ahhhhhh." I thought that was a … Continue reading The Power of Fantasy
In the Wrong Place… a fantasy
"Are you sure you're in the right place?" he messaged. It was just a chat message on Facebook, from someone I'd never met, but somehow I could picture him with one eyebrow raised. I laughed. And messaged back, "Oh, probably not. I rarely am." It was a hook-up group of sorts where we'd met, on … Continue reading In the Wrong Place… a fantasy
