Y'all. i have life changing decisions to make in three realms of my life. I don't have control over what options are available. The best I can do is "If A happens, then maybe I'll..." or "If B, I'll try...." and "If C happens, I don't know what the hell I'm going to do. Three … Continue reading Stress?
Uncategorized
Here
Still here. Trying to take the day off from work worries today. We'll see how that goes... Trying not to get a cold. Thinking about trying to take this seriously: “One day a week I seek to rest from earthly toil and sorrow. Revitalized, I find the strength to battle new tomorrows.” ― Richelle E. … Continue reading Here
This Happened on Fet
On Fetlife, i got a message from a 30 year old man who lives fairly near me. He identifies as "Straight" and "Curious want to try. " After exchanging a couple of pleasantries, we have this conversation: Him: So what are you looking for on here? Me: Oh, good question. Maybe just enough connection with … Continue reading This Happened on Fet
Still here, Still kinky
Just in case you were wondering. Got back home and every responsibility that i had left behind came tumbling back down on me, but it's ok. i'm working on my plan and life is good. I have a lot to be grateful for.
On the Road Again
I've been traveling for work, but unlike most work trips, I've been taking some time for myself. Usually, it seems like I arrive wherever I'm going exhausted, just have time to do the required work, and fly back out. This time, I've managed to work it out a bit differently. I'm staying in a rural … Continue reading On the Road Again
A Plan
i was trying to decide whether or not to go to my meditation class/service thing this morning. i've had a cold, do i feel well enough to go, am i still contagious? Suddenly i realized i don't want to go. No, really, i don't want to. So i'm going for a walk on the beach. … Continue reading A Plan
Yet Another One of Those Lists (OoTL)
1. What was the last thing you put in your mouth? Tea. Licorice spice, my current favorite. 2. Where was your profile photo taken? Which one? For FB, at dinner with MP last Thanksgiving 3. Worst physical pain you've experienced? Toothache. Or childbirth. One of the two for sure. 4. Favorite place you have been. … Continue reading Yet Another One of Those Lists (OoTL)
Not in a Panic
I had some correspondence with an old Dom friend recently, which is always a pleasure. After a few pleasantries, he said: I suppose you would still be pissed at me if I said again you are too competent for your s self? Those words - about being too competent - usually he says too competent … Continue reading Not in a Panic
Meditation Bench
This is very much like the kneeling bench i used at the Buddhist meditation group i went to today. It was amazing that i was able to kneel without difficulty for about 45 minutes. It made me smile a little bit to remember all the times i've talked about wanting to try one of these … Continue reading Meditation Bench
Just a Story
i dreamt last night (this part is true) that i was with two men - maybe having coffee with them. They were Doms but didn't know i was submissive. Then one of them asked me, "Well, if you know about BDSM, do you have a role? What are you in that world?" And i felt … Continue reading Just a Story
Olivia 