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Merry Christmas!
Everyone is feeling better - the presents got wrapped - the stockings are stuffed (and overstuffed.) I have the quiet of the house all to myself, just waiting for everyone else to wake up. If you celebrate this holiday, I hope your day is full of joy and love.
And a Sickly Christmas
Really, if i were you, i would not even read this. There is nothing kinky here, nothing particularly interesting. So keep your expectations low. Real low. My grandson was sick a couple of days ago -throwing up sick, throwing up big-time sick. Last night, my daughter got sick and went to bed early (for her.) … Continue reading And a Sickly Christmas
Holiday of Humility
Not the kinky kind. You know this is my secret diary, right? So i share the things here that i won't talk about other places. So here's this one. I have an old crown on one of my front teeth. It had come off about 3 times when i lived Where-i-Used-to-Live and my dentist had … Continue reading Holiday of Humility
Reflection
Where does all that feeling even come from? All that serving and pleasing stuff. I'm mad at myself for even feeling that way - I didn't even quite know all that was there {still there} until i wrote it. Fuck. My energy does not need to be spent on cock worship and fucking. OG is … Continue reading Reflection
A Moment of Sadness
I've been continuing to chat with this other guy from Fet who is clearly not my cup of tea, but a nice enough guy. He's the kind of guy that when I told him I had a cold and was losing my voice said something about oh, at least I wouldn't be able to use … Continue reading A Moment of Sadness
The Fantasy Begins
It's not Story of O, i remind myself. You're not getting dropped off at the door, stripped of underwear, handed over to people who will take your clothes away. You've already gotten yourself waxed, pussy, legs and underarms are all hair free zones. All you have to do is check into your hotel, get ready, … Continue reading The Fantasy Begins
Ridiculously Excited
Y'all. So i've been chatting with some people on fet. The one I told you about - Jay - is still around. Young guy - the 26 year old - has drifted away, which is good. There's someone my age who might be fun, we'll see. He went to a munch last night, so at … Continue reading Ridiculously Excited
Finding the Space
The space inside me - you know - the part of me that loves that feeling of slipping down into submission... sometimes I feel like i'm losing that connection. When i feel that way, i stop i get very still. i have to search inside myself and find that small space where all my i's … Continue reading Finding the Space
Fetlife Story #3,965
Ok, that might be an exaggeration, maybe I haven't actually told that many fetlife stories. That's the "feels like" number. But I just want to bring you up-to-date. I'm still chatting with the man who's not really a Dom, just another pretty nice guy. We're in that phase where he still thinks I'm going to … Continue reading Fetlife Story #3,965
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