There was a time in my life that i was very focused on love. Not romantic love, although there was some of that back then too, but what I thought of as "agape love ." A more spiritual version of love, love that is unconditional. God-like, perhaps. My guiding principal was to do everything i … Continue reading Love
Just me
It’s Easter
Happy Easter to my Christian friends celebrating today! Happy Passover to my Jewish friends! Of course there isn't really a Buddhist Easter, but if there were, it might look like this: Those of us who lean toward pagan have already done Spring Solstice, but here's an Easter image for us … Continue reading It’s Easter
Frigging Fetlife & Maudlin Musing
So, it turns out that the "Domme" who messaged me is actually not. He's a complete newbie who seems to be a bit confused about terms and roles and - you know, whatever. I had not really bargained for that. Don't ask me why i'm still messaging with him. He's pretty clearly looking for a … Continue reading Frigging Fetlife & Maudlin Musing
TMI Tuesday – Confessions (on Wednesday)
1. If a crystal ball could tell you the truth about yourself, your life, your future, what would you want to know? Oh - I don't think I want to know anything! You know? I kind of thought I did want to know some stuff, but when I started thinking about it? Nah. I'll pass … Continue reading TMI Tuesday – Confessions (on Wednesday)
Monday Quote
I've noticed that i've been "followed" by some Christian bloggers - lured unsuspecting by some post that i marked "spiritual, " i suppose. i can see how it would happen, although i think they're going to end up shocked. But then it occurred to me that the template i'm using has all the widegets hidden, … Continue reading Monday Quote
Sunday Silence
I have the house to myself again today - MP left on Thursday so it's been quiet around here. Yesterday, since i didn't get to go to the play party, i went to the March for Our Lives, which was pretty phenomenal. Then i took myself out for dinner, where i sat outside for the … Continue reading Sunday Silence
FFF – 3-23-18 (on Saturday)
i was getting ready to do one of those "oh, i'm a terrible person, i haven't lost any more weight and i'm not doing the things i said i'd do and...' And then you all would have (probably) said kind things and i would have felt cheered up but still felt like a failure. A … Continue reading FFF – 3-23-18 (on Saturday)
Maybe
There's an event here Saturday. Here, Where-i-Live. Yes, a kink event. MP is out of town. That makes it easy. Don't have to have any conversation about it. i might go. i might not go. My social anxiety might flare up and make it seem like a horrible idea. i'm not as young as i … Continue reading Maybe
Spring Solstice!
With all the joys of spring. A new date for my house closing. Birds cheeping outside my window. Warmth and sunshine - the winds from the east, bringing new beginnings. Blessed Ostara Hoping your day is full of joy and love...
Sunday Special
I've spent part of the morning planning the rest of the month and next quarter. I've started using a paper and pen planner, something I haven't done since I had a "Daytimer" in my pre-computer days. i bought myself some fancy gel pens and have color coded my life, which is something i've never done … Continue reading Sunday Special
Olivia 