It seems like I am living my life on other people's agendas. And making the wrong decision every time I hit a fork in the road. Not that there have been any disastrous consequences, just not ever quite flowing. Example - yesterday, i planned to get my nails done. Instead, i piddled around making sure … Continue reading Wrong Turn
Author: olivia
The Storm Within?
Physically safe and rested again, thank goodness. Fully aware of how privileged i am to have somewhere safe to go and the means to get there. i was super irritated with myself last night as i realized that i was working on everyone else's agenda and ignoring my own. But. Nobody is making me do … Continue reading The Storm Within?
Evacuating
Hurricane Irma is headed our way. We're leaving, going to drive all the way to Where-i-Used-to-Live. Catch ya later...
Today’s Not Really News…
Last night, i had a chance to do some literal self-care - you know, epiladied my legs, put a ton of lotion on my feet. You wouldn't think that was something one needed to leave town to do. i have not been taking care of myself. This man i've been chatting with on fetlife asked … Continue reading Today’s Not Really News…
Musings of the Day
The big excitement (in my mind) yesterday - i have a bathing suit that i can wear without feeling terrible about my body. Apparently 15 pounds was just enough to get me into a more reasonable size, or something. Anyhow... just thought i'd mention that here. At the beach, there were some people next to … Continue reading Musings of the Day
The Anti-Whine
On the other hand, we're off to the beach today. What could be better than that? And pondering a bit on this... “She did not know yet how sometimes people keep parts of themselves hidden and secret, sometimes wicked and unkind parts, but often brave or wild or colorful parts, cunning or powerful or even … Continue reading The Anti-Whine
Olivia’s Wine – Um, Whine?
There is really no wine in this story, just trying to be funny. Wine would be better. Just realized that i've not only missed being here, my friends are posting like crazy. I can't even keep up with reading. I'm exhausted. Pretty much all the time. How do parents do this? I know. I did … Continue reading Olivia’s Wine – Um, Whine?
Nope, not today
i am so far behind on some things - or so overloaded, it's hard to say which - but i can't seem to keep up with my life. Someday, when/if i ever get half way caught up, i will write a real blog post. As it is, i'm back to not even getting to read … Continue reading Nope, not today
It’s a Mystery
Y'all. I published a blog post yesterday entitled Home Again, Home Again. And it's disappeared. I don't see it on the blog. I can't find it in drafts. It's not in the trash. The only reason i'm sure i published it is because it shows up on the "stats" where it tells you what was … Continue reading It’s a Mystery
On the road again
Traveling today, pleasure not work. Back soon. 💜
Olivia 