It seems like I am living my life on other people’s agendas. And making the wrong decision every time I hit a fork in the road.
Not that there have been any disastrous consequences, just not ever quite flowing.
Example – yesterday, i planned to get my nails done. Instead, i piddled around making sure everybody else was able to do their things and ended up being too late. Then, we had made arrangements for dinner that i was not thrilled with, but it was an opportunity for one family member – we’ll call him Young Son – to see some Other Family Members (OFMs) – so i said sure, and arranged for the other members to be there. Young Son cancels at, literally, the last minute. So OFMs end up having dinner out with us, even though we see each other ALL the time and would have been fine not doing dinner together.
Ok. Great. Now YS wants to have dinner tonight. I know I need a night to rest and recuperate before we head out (probably) tomorrow. And i want to see YS. I’m pretty sure i’m going to regret whichever decision i make. Seriously.
Omg, such first world problems. Really, i can’t even stand myself today. Hope y’all are doing better.