“Yes, Sir,” she says, but she waits until he pats his leg before she moves. Then she stands, steps into position beside him, waits again. He lets her stand a minute, runs his hand down her arm, touches her hip, her thigh. His touch is so impersonal, “as if I were a horse,” she thinks. … Continue reading A Touch of Fantasy, Part 2
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Current Mood
What goes up must come downSpinnin' wheel, got to go roundTalkin' 'bout your troubles, it's a cryin' sinRide a painted pony, let the spinnin' wheel spin https://youtu.be/SFEewD4EVwU A Touch of Fantasy "Come here," he says. "What?" She doesn't look up from the computer, finishing the email she's drafting. But when he doesn't respond, that gets … Continue reading Current Mood
Sunny Sunday
Several things made today lovely. Last night I decided that I wasn’t going to start working before 8 a.m. anymore. That might not seem like a big deal, or it might seem like something I should have done ages ago. But it felt good to get up today and know that I wasn’t going to … Continue reading Sunny Sunday
An Explanation
Not that I owe anyone an explanation, but after my last post, Duncan Lorry, over at Your Sex Interview was commenting on the "Caregivers who want to have sex" name of the Facebook group I just left. Lol, yes, that does sound bad. And of course that's not what the group calls itself, just my … Continue reading An Explanation
The Power of Fantasy
So, I left that group - the Caregivers Who Want to Have Sex group. Funniest thing, I tried to write some more of the fantasy, but it just didn't go anywhere good. I tried several approaches, but no matter what I did, it ended with an "ew," not an "ahhhhhh." I thought that was a … Continue reading The Power of Fantasy
In the Wrong Place… a fantasy
"Are you sure you're in the right place?" he messaged. It was just a chat message on Facebook, from someone I'd never met, but somehow I could picture him with one eyebrow raised. I laughed. And messaged back, "Oh, probably not. I rarely am." It was a hook-up group of sorts where we'd met, on … Continue reading In the Wrong Place… a fantasy
More Good Times in The Land of Vanilla
Living life in the fast lane over here - ok, not really. I just like to say that, and "Just walking on the wild side" too, but you know, neither of those are exactly true. I do have some exciting interesting fairly mundane updates to share. 😀 The Noom thing is going well. I've now … Continue reading More Good Times in The Land of Vanilla
Just Giggling Over Here
So, this thing happened and, as is sometimes the case, this is still the best place to share it. So I'd been feeling the lack of relationship and struggling with what to do. I had joined this FB group for caregivers that was really helpful in giving me some perspective on my life and my … Continue reading Just Giggling Over Here
Thoughts in April, Page 14
If you're just now starting, the actual beginning is here. He didn't leave her waiting long. He knew that she was suffering and he he wanted the pain to lift her suffering, not let it take hold and settle in. So he moved the chair to put himself in position, doubled the belt over so … Continue reading Thoughts in April, Page 14
Thoughts in April, Page 13
If you're just now starting, the actual beginning is here. She heard his footsteps, heard him walk by and set the tray on the table next to his chair. She didn't have to see it to know it would have an assortment of crackers and cheese, thin sliced ham and prosciutto, a small bottle of … Continue reading Thoughts in April, Page 13
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