It is the coolness in his voice that does it, the way he looks at me when he says, "No. I told you 'no,' and you knew then that there would be punishment if you didn't think I meant it." i can't protest, the gag allows only moans, noises without form. i bow my head. "Down," … Continue reading When He Says No
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Things are happening…
Three cool things happened yesterday. i'd been chatting, super briefly, with a Dom in a nearby city who seemed like a nice guy. But when MP agreed to be involved in finding me a Dom play partner, i promised him that i wouldn't exclude him from any relationship i might have like that. So a … Continue reading Things are happening…
Now
"Now," he says. i glance up - now, what? "Sir?" i say. "Now," he says, "It's time for you to come to bed. It's almost midnight." "Yes - yes, Sir, i am coming, i just need to finish..." but he raises that eyebrow, and i sigh. "Yes, Sir," closing my laptop as i say it. … Continue reading Now
Disrespect
"...sheer disrespect." i barely hear the words, it's the tone that makes me look up from my computer, and then the words register, and i think, "oh, shit. i'm in trouble now." "Have you heard a word I've said?" "i'm sorry, Sir -" "Are you working?" "No, Sir. Not really. Just, um, just reading an … Continue reading Disrespect
i imagine (15)
He lets me sit at his feet for a long time, at least it seems like a long time to me. He offers me water, and i drink quite a bit. He lets me go to the bathroom, and come back to settle again. i am feeling pretty content despite the humiliation and punishment i've … Continue reading i imagine (15)
Sunday Check-in 6-26
i don't know if it's the licorice root stick, or just a slightly different way of thinking about food, but i haven't been eating compulsively this last week. My scouting forays into the kitchen to see what we've got good to eat have practically stopped. i eat my meals, and that's enough. Weird, isn't it? On … Continue reading Sunday Check-in 6-26
Spanking Stories (not mine)
Here's a treat for you - some lovely spanking stories. Hot Bottom Stories. Maybe youall already know all about these stories by Case Wintermute. i just stumbled on them. And they are - just lovely. i'm working my through the male-spanks-female ones, because they are the ones that really do it for me. They're super simple, minimal … Continue reading Spanking Stories (not mine)
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