I move in phases, I think. My needs ebb and flow like waves, but there are tides too, not just the roll of each wave.
Like most introverts, I have a deep need for alone-ness – which I’ve indulged this week while MP was out of town. From that sense of being alone, the need for connection arises.
So I made a friend on Fetlife. Not with some Domly Dude, but with this guy in Texas. We mostly don’t talk about sex or kink at all, but he’s a real person. And he pays attention to me, which, you know. I am a bit of an attention slut.
Anyhow. Then I signed up for the group on Fet, so there’s another connection.
I joined a couple of new Facebook groups too, but they’re local so theoretically I could actually meet people through them. If the delta variant doesn’t shut everything down again. One of them is a Pagan/Wiccan group and I’m cautiously excited about that.
Today, I’m feeling my palms tingle as if – I don’t even know. It’s like an electric charge held in reserve. That sounds ridiculous, doesn’t it? But true. If I hold my palms facing each other, close but not touching, I can feel the energy between them.
And a longing to reach out that vibrates through my whole body…
Olivia 
That doesn’t sound ridiculous at all. I think it’s elegant ☺️ And the images you paired it with bring it to life. I can feel the energy vibrating, looking for connection, too 💚
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Thank you so much!! I really appreciate your thoughts – it feels so affirming. AND I just peeked at your website – lots of reading ahead for me! I’m so glad to meet you! 💜
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Very glad to meet you too! Thanks for checking out my site. I hope you enjoy reading it 🤗
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No doubt that I will!
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Hi Olivia, yay for making new connections. I hope they prove fruitful and beneficial. I am an introvert too, but I think we all crave making connections at times.
Hugs
Roz
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Thank you, dear friend. My connection with you feels so solid and strong – thank you for that. And for the support, always! 💜
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I love that you are putting yourself out there! Good for you. I really need to follow your lead and join some face-to-face groups…assuming the Delta variant doesn’t shut us all down again….. XOXO
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Omigoodness – you would love that, I think!! Yeah, let’s hope… 💜
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