I Was Wrong

I know. It’s hard to believe. Sad but true. I. Was. Wrong.

Sigh. I need my blog. I feel like I lost part of myself, like I’m walking around out of balance.

I was telling Bleue, I’ll have to rename it “My Sad Blog” or “The Whining Post.” But that’s ok. It is what it is.

Two and a half months I was gone. And really, if I were you, I wouldn’t trust me for a minute. I could be up and gone again in a heartbeat. But it turns out there are things that I can only say here. Kinky things sometimes. Mean things. Yes, even whiny things.

This is where I think things through. Play with ideas, let things roll around in my head and drop them here.

OH! I probably need to change my look. Or something. Not my name though, Olivia is good. A different template, different cover photo. That’s always fun. Maybe a different name for the blog? Hmmmm. Have to think about that… In any case –

I missed youall. I missed comments and knowing there were people interested in what I had to say. I’m lonesome, and I’ve been a bit sad, still am really.

I haven’t done the things I’d planned to do. I started some stuff but didn’t finish and now my life has kalaidescoped on me again and it’s all gonna be different. I was super upset about that a couple of weeks ago. Trying to figure out how I could keep the dream going.

Now I’ve settled into my new reality. Sorting through my feelings about that is going to be part of what I need to do here. But not today.

27 thoughts on “I Was Wrong

  1. Glad your back i was just thinking about saying hi to you. Even if you whine and complain about life hey Ill still read…Hope your are doing well with the important stuff.

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  2. So glad to see you back Olivia! I have thought of you often and have been wondering how you are doing. I’m so sorry things haven’t worked quite as you planned. Sending huge (((hugs))). The blog is definitely a great place to process thoughts and feelings.

    Roz

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    • ROZ!! I missed you. I saw a comment you made on somebody else’s blog and it made me so nostalgic. Besides, you know, hardly anything ever works out quite the way we plan – at least my life doesn’t seem to work like that! Always a plot twist ahead. Anyhow, sending hugs to you and lots of appreciation. 💜💜

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