Today, I’m wishing that I’d come back when Fondles was still doing FFF on Fridays. The companionship and support was lovely. But this is what happens – you screw around and miss the opportunities. I feel kind of stupid doing this by myself, actually. Because really, who wants to hear my step count for the week?
But this is part of the reason I came back to blogging, because I was slipping so badly. And I try to remind myself, this is my space, this is where I reconnect with who I am. Ok. Slow breath.
- Step average: 5,600 range: 3,800 – 7,000
- Glucose: 127- 149 (I know, that’s not better…)
- Sleep average: 6 hrs, 3 minutes
- Weight: 164.5
I was about to start fussing at myself for not doing the things I’d planned to do today, but that’s kind of pointless. Maybe the things I’m actually doing are what I need to do. Maybe I just need to let go of fretting about it and see how that goes.
So here’s a thought for the day:
“One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star.”
~~ Friedrich Nietzsche
There’s some consolation in that!!